Dancing Fun

Just got home from dancing. It was very tiring. But fun, it was good to have a talk with Alice again, Kellie is in Queensland. I found out we have a new student which I'll met tomorrow. I don't like myself for it but I'm never as welcoming to new dancers at our school.I think it's because I don't like sudden changes very much. Unless I already know that they are going to be good.

Dance workout was hard as usually. We have to do this hold for a minute and we haven't done it in a while and of course we had to do it today. And well it killed me I was shaking in the last 20 seconds, I didn't think I'd be able to last but I did.

Toni was in a usually good mood which was good, I even got a few smiles out of her. :)

Think I better go have a shower.

Annalisa the Dancer :)

Angry Dance

I've eaten and showered. I had hip hop before is wasn't that great, well actually it was awful. My feet and head were not connecting and I just couldn't get the steps. I almost gave up but I didn't I still did it but with anger and not trying hard enough. I was stressing out big time. I tried to think of Scott to clam me a bit but whenever I started to relax my dance teacher Toni would talk which ended it. She could tell I wasn't happy and she told me to be happy. Like telling me is going to make me happy.
It was just a off class for me. I for the last 45minutes I didn't say more than 10 words which would usually be a huge struggle but I keep it in scared that I would burst and yell. I did say Fuck Off to Toni under my breath a bit.
Sorry. Argh I don't know what was wrong I just couldn't be myself.
I'm warm now and think I'll just go to bed or something I've caused enough stress for one day. Or maybe I'll just keep writing posts.

Anna the angry lion

What lies ahead?

Today i went swimming a swam almost 1km but of course i told everyone i did swim a 1km. I enjoy swimming because you don't think about anything else but swimming. Improved my breaststoke today :) and its my favourite stoke too. I hope to keep improving.
I had ballet, first class of the year. Toni my teacher was nice but it was only because i rang her a week before saying i wanted to be treated better but sadly i know she's going to go back to her usual mean self in a few weeks times.
I scared about the end of this year its going to be a step up in my studies and also there's going to be a big change to me and Scott. And i don't know what we are going to do. But more about that later.
Talk soon x x