My Love Story

I'm in love with the song Love Story by Taylor Swift.
It has special meaning to me.
Let me explain about everything of the song that is like my life with Scott.
The first time me and Scott saw each other than school was on the outskirts of town he lived near we both snuck out to see each other. It was like it was meant to be, we were outside late at night he held me around the waist, I got up on the tippy toes (he's very tall) tilted my head up he pulled me closer making me wobble a bit. He looked down into my eyes thats when I noticed to blue of bluest of eyes. I knew he was special. The kiss. The kiss his soft lips on mine, hand moving up towards my neck pulling me even closer. His tongue swiftly moved around my mouth then rough and it was over my fisrt kiss with Scott D'Arcy. We slowly walked back to my friend's dad's party knowing we'd been caught out. He stopped me half way back and asked for a good bye kiss. I resurred him that he'd be getting many more kisses. The last kiss was longer and even more senseful. We slowly walked with his hand on my lower back rubbed it up and down to warm me up. Aww I love him.
We're young, we fell in love young, and meet even younger. When we're together we're always young and fun. As time goes on we will get wrinkles and grey hair but our hearts will forever be young and in love.
Every night before I go to sleep I think of a special or happy moment of me and Scott which there are many to an easy night of sleep :) I makes me happy to think of all the times we've had together. My very special flash backs.
Marry me Juliet. Scott always asks to marry me, I always say yes. But we're waiting till we're older to get married though. I hope he gets down on one knee. When he jokes around and does it he gets down on one knee so that a plus.
I wish we could be alone at home and elsewhere more often. A place where Scott could take me where we can be alone just us. We really need to be alone more for us to grow closer.
Cliche but he's my prince and I'm his princess.
We had have to 21st century love story full of moblie phones and fast cars and love and adventure and us.
He's everything I need.

I also love the song; Jai ho! (You are my destiny) By Ar Rahman and the Pussycat Dolls.

Help on understanding me!

With being worried about the future has changed me when I'm around Scott. I don't mean to do it though, its just I worry and stress. I've always been a person who stresses out easily.
Lately I've I been acting not as fun loving a less happy around him. Scott isn't making me unhappy, I'm making myself unhappy when I'm around him, because I'm scared of missing out on doing things that a normal couple would do which we can't when he leaves school at the end of the year.
(Normal couple is being at the same stage of life I think).
I know it is stupid to worry about what other people do, so I'm going to try and do that heaps less. And I also think not being at the same stages of our lives together makes it more of adventure. By saying that the only thing we aren't at the same stage is that he finishes school earlier than me, the rest we are at the same with. Eg. What we want in the future for us is the same.
I know we wont be able to do some of the things that other couples will be able to do but we'll do everything that we can.
Scott and I have both said that we will both stay together at the end of the year but I still worry, like it's in my nature to worry. I think I just have to trust that everything will work out. Me and Scott bounce off each other if I'm unhappy he'll be too. I don't want us be be stressed out and unhappy.
Hear me say it now I will relax to the hardest and just be happy "just be."
Scott makes me the happiest person alive and everyone knows that including me. I just have to learn how to relax and not stress. You have a live to live it right? So I'm going to live it.
When I see Scott next I'm going to be more fun loving for me and him. I'm sick of being unhappy with myself it's hurting me alot. I'm hurting myself because I'm scared of hurting myself in the future which is stupid I need trust myself more and trust my thoughts. Deep down I know everything will be ok with me and Scott at the end of the year. I don't want to be negative I want to show I'm happy. Because I am happy inside but lately I haven'y being showing it that well on the outside. I need to know how. But it's weird because I'm a crazy smily person but my happy body language hasn't been that good lately.
I want to stay young with Scott forver but we're both getting older and growing together which I love. I want to keep on doing so throughout the years to come with Scott. I'm a sort of person who loves adventure but also wants to feel safe and have sercurity at the same time. Some people might find that boring or not exciting. But my safety zone is with Scott and I love having adventures with him.
Please please can people comment on this I need to know what you think.
I love Scott D'Arcy

Talk soon

My Happy

He makes me smile so hard my cheeks get sore. :)
I always say laughter is the world's best medicine. I'm happy truly happy. And the stress from yesterday is gone. Well for now anyway.
Scott was so bubbly and what seemed very excited, it reflected onto me. He made the funniest jokes. I think the rest of people at lunch must have thought I was a mad to be laughing so much, and I might add so loud.
But I didn't care I was in my happy place. My Scott. My drug.
With the whole stress of yeterday I thought today would have been a nightmare. I was walking around with Scott and I was acting like a fool. He said "Don't be stupid your in a serious relationship now". I was angry at first until I looked at his face and I knew he was just trying to get on my nerve about yesterday. In the end I smiled once again.
He understands how I get and I'm so glad he can make it all better.
Being in love is the world's greatest gift.
Next comes the wedding ring? Haha soon I wish.
And then big plans.




Wait I'm getting ahead of myself. Just live it. And live it loud. (With laughs)
It is so hard not to get ahead of myself sometimes though we're so in love right now.
I love it when people say that we're going to turn into the old married couple.
I can't wait.
But I will.

xXxX

Strength from Love

I'm scared time is running out. Tomorrow will be the end of term one. Three to go until another year has ended. It's all going so fast, so quick. Half of the days are a blur only filled with my thoughts and inside jokes.
Today at lunch that I spent it with Scott of course but something wasn't right. Even Jess could tell that when I saw her in the toilets. I felt bad for Scott because he could tell I wasn't happy and I know he wanted to have fun with me with probably the last hot day we'd get in a while.
But I couldn't shake to scared and worried side off me, I felt like I was stuck in some unknown parellel world.
And I knew why I was scared. The future had come to scare me again.
For the rest for lunch I put on a happy face. I was almost happy to leave Scott to go to class. Yes I said almost not totally.
I'm scared time is running out this past week went so quick and I'm hardly going to see Scott over the two week break. (Because he has to work and look after his mum's farm for a week). I'm scared we're going to not have enough time together before the end of the year. Before he starts his life in the real world with me on the side.
I know we're going to be together forever now we're get that. And we love knowing it.
But I just want more time at school with him.
I know we're going to have to face the real world some time but I'm scared I'm not ready yet.
Scott helps gives me strength and he's excited to bring us to the real world he's already planning holidays. I want strength from him to help me get through the hard times.
I'm so scared but I'm also positive as usual. I just want to know whats going to happen and for more time.
I hope I'm making sense to everyone out there.

xx

He makes me smile My best friend

I miss it Scott when heisn't at school. We have the best and funniest times and lunch with each other and he looks after me when I'm having a bad day. As much as i love my friends they don't talk to me like Scott does. He has the ability to make me happy all the time.
I think this will be one of the struggles when Scott isn't at school anymore.
He's my best friend
xx

Message for me

Scott sent a beautiful message to me last night before i went to sleep.
"... I love you and i'm not going any where annalisa you will have me for ever! I want you!"
We were talking about next year.
I think i will post more text's that Scott's sends me i just love reading through them on a bed day.
XX

The Real Situation

Me and Scott have been together for almost two years now which is very exciting. But he is finishing school next year and I will still have school for another more two years. We both want to stay together and we know its going to be challenging. We are willing to change and make sacrifices for each other. Which is great and all but we're not sure what we're going to do next.

He's not even sure what he wants to do next year or where he is going. Which makes in even harder to come up with plans.

I know most people think we are too young to know what true love is but we are in love with each other. We want to make our relationship work throughout next year and the years to come. We want to have a future together.
I'm willling to put my plans off till me and Scott can figure our lives out and he's willing to do that for me to if go to uni.
I'm yelling out to everyone if they have any ideas or comments please say or if they are in the same situation and what you did.

x x i love Scott

Talk of the Future

Can you believe it, it is already March over half way through the year it scares me so much. It scares me to tears. I always been a person where i thought everything would just sort of, sort through its self. But as i'm growing older I'm coming to terms that life isn't how you planned or evenhow you didn't plan.
Me and Scott i thought we were on the we're not on the plan anything plan. But it's all changing. I love most of it of course like planning future holidays and christmas' together which is all very exciting. But now we are sort of planning our lives after the end of this year. What i mean by "sort of" is that we've started to but when we start making a bit of progess we both get all blubery and fall into tears and saying i love you which is good and all. But i want to start full on saying stuff what we are going to do at the end of the end. I can't talk though cause i'm usually the one who gets all blubery first.

Saturday night my family and i had our tennis break up night. Corey took me home to get my camera which i had forgotten to bring. (Corey is a family friend). We started talking about oue relationships and he said that he was in the same situation the me and Scott will be in next year. It was good to know that there are people out there like us. I asked for some tips on how to get through the tough times. Corey said to keep in contact alot by texting and calling each other up and by seeing each other as much as we can. Although i sort of knew alot of these things it was good to find out they people really do, do this and work out. I know me and Scott will get through it. :)

Tonight on the phone to Scott I will try to talk about the future with him and also talk about it with him on the weekend.

Top Ten Reasons Why You Should Fall In Love


1. Falling in love makes you smile all the darn time.


Have you seen a man and a woman walking away from a lunch bar and they can't stop smilig well they're in love. I love seeing an old couple walking in the park holding hands smiling at the past memories that they have made well i have. This smiling things happens to me all too much. I see my man walking up the corridor and i can't help it i just get this so happy but cheesy grin and see does he. its great when we both notice what we're doing we crack up laughing.





2. Falling in love makes you better looking.


Not only do you get the love glow but you also feel better better your self because of all the beautiful comments you get from your partner. You also try to look better when you try to and feel like you look better you do.




3. Falling in love makes you love yourself more, too.

You learn to love yourself more when your love loves you. when you find out about are the little and big things that he loves about you well you start to love them that bit more to because your happy those things got him to love you.





4. Falling in love makes you richer.


Countless studies have proved that people in long-term, committed romantic relationships go on to earn more than people who stay single. I'm not sure how true this is but i guess falling in love has made me want to earn more money so i guess it is true.




5. Falling in love makes you see stuff you didn’t notice before.


You notice the stuff when you’re in love was always there, you just never thought it was important enough to pay attention to before. When you’re truly in love you are able to take things slower, be more observant, notice more details, and have a greater understanding of things.




6. Falling in love makes you a nicer person.


When there is a person you is making your days happier it just makes sense that your body reacts in the same way and be kinder towards others. Also hoping they'll find the one too.




7. Falling in love makes you take better care of yourself.


Scott has made me become a healthy person and make me want to really look after myself. I've also being doing better stuff for my skin also with his help. I thank him for buying me the stuff and I've been eating healthier too. It just seems right to be happy and healthy all at once. Well i know it does for me.




8. Falling in love gives you something to dedicate yourself to.


I've dedicated my work to him and he has also been the inspiration for alot of my art pieces. It's also a great feeling we you achieve something a you see that proud look on their face and then they say it , it's really rewarding.




9. Falling in love makes you grow up . . . in a good way.


In a relationship you still have fun when you grow up but you become more careful with what you do you wouldn't want to ever take a chance with your relationship i believe you also become more mature and aware of your partners feeling.




10. Falling in love makes you live longer.


It’s common knowledge that people who are in long-term, loving relationships live longer than people who aren’t. As you have more to live and and that special someone to spend those years birthdays and specials occiasions with. What could be better than spending your life with the one you love.



I also would like to thank another random blog for giving me some of the ideas xx