My Great Boyfriend!

I had a great day with Scott today. He is working today but he texted me in his breaks and they were also the sweetest messages (I'm going to miss him so much these holidays). It's so good putting more effort in for each other. I can't believe how proud I am of us.

Deep down I knew Scott and I were not going to split up Tuesday night but it was an option and that scared the hell out of me. I can't imagine my life without him and I don't want to. You know one day me and Scott may break up and that's just a fact of life, some things just don't work out. But me and Scott are working. And it is I've never been so happy. We are in a really good time now. :9 It's pure bliss.

I think I can be happier and not so stressed out with Scott now because even though it will kill me, I know if we ever break up in the future I will survive. I'm more happier now because I can just be with Scott and not worry because I know everything will be alright. He loves me and reminds me that he does everyday. He's truely the perfect man. I love him x x x x x

After the gym Kellie took my to dancing even though I didn't dance, I just cried in front of the heater and the dance studio. In the drive there "Breakeven by The Script" was on. I couldn't stop crying when I heard it, she turned the radio off for me. I really do like that song because its so truthful, but I'm glad it's not true for me and Scott though.

Annalisa the Happier :)

Dancing Fun

Just got home from dancing. It was very tiring. But fun, it was good to have a talk with Alice again, Kellie is in Queensland. I found out we have a new student which I'll met tomorrow. I don't like myself for it but I'm never as welcoming to new dancers at our school.I think it's because I don't like sudden changes very much. Unless I already know that they are going to be good.

Dance workout was hard as usually. We have to do this hold for a minute and we haven't done it in a while and of course we had to do it today. And well it killed me I was shaking in the last 20 seconds, I didn't think I'd be able to last but I did.

Toni was in a usually good mood which was good, I even got a few smiles out of her. :)

Think I better go have a shower.

Annalisa the Dancer :)

Pushing Myself

I just got home from ballet. It was good and tiring. Very sleeply bad I still have to have a shower yet. Listening to Love Story right now. Beautiful song.

Scott wasn't at school today, I texted him about Jess and Pat breaking up. Ever since he's been very lovey dovey, I think he got a bit scared haha. He knows I'm not going to break up with him but he still asked, how funny and of course I said no. I swear he has said I love you in nearly every message since I told him. By the way Pat is Scott's cousin. I'm going to miss saying to Jess that we are cousins too. Ar well. Life has to keep going to but pain never leaves it just becomes less notable.

After ballet we do a fitness thing I'll call it Dance Workout for now. Lets hope it'll help me get rid of all the easter eggs I've eaten. Damn those big chocolate rabbits :)
Sandy the Workout coach pushed me with these things we did on the chair. I was proud because I done them with a straight legs. My knee wasn't too bad but it hurt holding the splits because I'm flat in splits, so I had to hold the leg up so my knee wasn't touching the bruises.
Overall I think I did pretty good. I missed the chats I have with the girls at dancing on the holidays. They are sisters oldest Kellie and youngest Alice.

Well I'm off to have a shower. I might write another post tonight, I'll see how tired I am.

Anna as always xx