Pushing Myself

I just got home from ballet. It was good and tiring. Very sleeply bad I still have to have a shower yet. Listening to Love Story right now. Beautiful song.

Scott wasn't at school today, I texted him about Jess and Pat breaking up. Ever since he's been very lovey dovey, I think he got a bit scared haha. He knows I'm not going to break up with him but he still asked, how funny and of course I said no. I swear he has said I love you in nearly every message since I told him. By the way Pat is Scott's cousin. I'm going to miss saying to Jess that we are cousins too. Ar well. Life has to keep going to but pain never leaves it just becomes less notable.

After ballet we do a fitness thing I'll call it Dance Workout for now. Lets hope it'll help me get rid of all the easter eggs I've eaten. Damn those big chocolate rabbits :)
Sandy the Workout coach pushed me with these things we did on the chair. I was proud because I done them with a straight legs. My knee wasn't too bad but it hurt holding the splits because I'm flat in splits, so I had to hold the leg up so my knee wasn't touching the bruises.
Overall I think I did pretty good. I missed the chats I have with the girls at dancing on the holidays. They are sisters oldest Kellie and youngest Alice.

Well I'm off to have a shower. I might write another post tonight, I'll see how tired I am.

Anna as always xx

Lyrics of Love Story

Here are the lyrics to one of my most favourite songs.

Love Story by Taylor Swift

We were both young, when I first saw you

I close my eyes and the flashback starts
I’m standing there, on a balcony of summer air


I see the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
You say hello, little did I know…


That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said “stay away from Juliet”
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don’t go…
And I said…


Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone
I’ll be waiting, all there’s left to do is run
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess,
It’s a love story, baby, just say yes


So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet, because we’re dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while
Oh, Ohhh


Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said “stay away from Juliet”
But you were everything to me
I was begging you, please don’t go…
And I said


Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone
I’ll be waiting, all there’s left to do is run
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess
It’s a love story, baby, just say yes

Romeo save me, they’re trying to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it’s real
Don’t be afraid, we’ll make it out of this mess
It’s a love story, baby, just say yes
Oh, Ohhh…


I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said


Romeo save me, I’ve been feeling so alone
I keep waiting, for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don’t know what to think
He kneels to the ground and pulled out a ring and said


Marry me Juliet, you’ll never have to be alone
I love you, and that’s all I really know
I talked to your dad-you’ll pick the white dress
It’s a love story, baby just say…yes…
Oh, Ohhh… Oh, Oh, Ohhh…

We were both young when I first saw you.

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It's so beautiful xx

My Love Story

I'm in love with the song Love Story by Taylor Swift.
It has special meaning to me.
Let me explain about everything of the song that is like my life with Scott.
The first time me and Scott saw each other than school was on the outskirts of town he lived near we both snuck out to see each other. It was like it was meant to be, we were outside late at night he held me around the waist, I got up on the tippy toes (he's very tall) tilted my head up he pulled me closer making me wobble a bit. He looked down into my eyes thats when I noticed to blue of bluest of eyes. I knew he was special. The kiss. The kiss his soft lips on mine, hand moving up towards my neck pulling me even closer. His tongue swiftly moved around my mouth then rough and it was over my fisrt kiss with Scott D'Arcy. We slowly walked back to my friend's dad's party knowing we'd been caught out. He stopped me half way back and asked for a good bye kiss. I resurred him that he'd be getting many more kisses. The last kiss was longer and even more senseful. We slowly walked with his hand on my lower back rubbed it up and down to warm me up. Aww I love him.
We're young, we fell in love young, and meet even younger. When we're together we're always young and fun. As time goes on we will get wrinkles and grey hair but our hearts will forever be young and in love.
Every night before I go to sleep I think of a special or happy moment of me and Scott which there are many to an easy night of sleep :) I makes me happy to think of all the times we've had together. My very special flash backs.
Marry me Juliet. Scott always asks to marry me, I always say yes. But we're waiting till we're older to get married though. I hope he gets down on one knee. When he jokes around and does it he gets down on one knee so that a plus.
I wish we could be alone at home and elsewhere more often. A place where Scott could take me where we can be alone just us. We really need to be alone more for us to grow closer.
Cliche but he's my prince and I'm his princess.
We had have to 21st century love story full of moblie phones and fast cars and love and adventure and us.
He's everything I need.

I also love the song; Jai ho! (You are my destiny) By Ar Rahman and the Pussycat Dolls.