Sleep-Over

Saturday night my friends Jess and Jazz stayed over. It was good fun to chat up with my friends but I not all my friends came though I'll get all my friends around for my birthday.

It as good fun. It actually was the reason I confronted A.

Well dressed ups. Talked to ages and watched movies. Then dressed up again in the morning. My friends are so pretty. Makes good photos.

So good.

Anna

Pushing Myself

I just got home from ballet. It was good and tiring. Very sleeply bad I still have to have a shower yet. Listening to Love Story right now. Beautiful song.

Scott wasn't at school today, I texted him about Jess and Pat breaking up. Ever since he's been very lovey dovey, I think he got a bit scared haha. He knows I'm not going to break up with him but he still asked, how funny and of course I said no. I swear he has said I love you in nearly every message since I told him. By the way Pat is Scott's cousin. I'm going to miss saying to Jess that we are cousins too. Ar well. Life has to keep going to but pain never leaves it just becomes less notable.

After ballet we do a fitness thing I'll call it Dance Workout for now. Lets hope it'll help me get rid of all the easter eggs I've eaten. Damn those big chocolate rabbits :)
Sandy the Workout coach pushed me with these things we did on the chair. I was proud because I done them with a straight legs. My knee wasn't too bad but it hurt holding the splits because I'm flat in splits, so I had to hold the leg up so my knee wasn't touching the bruises.
Overall I think I did pretty good. I missed the chats I have with the girls at dancing on the holidays. They are sisters oldest Kellie and youngest Alice.

Well I'm off to have a shower. I might write another post tonight, I'll see how tired I am.

Anna as always xx

Live Life Large

I'm so happy to be on my two feet again. The two weeks before I saw Scott were a bit scary and unsafe. I was scared I was losing him when only I was away from him. After a while I get to two mixed up. But I'm safe now. I'm tired of worrying and stressing out. Today I've learnt to live my life and not worry because the amazing things in it can be taken away all too easily.
I'm happy happy.

One of my closest friends broke up with her long-ish time boyfriend. She told me over text this morning I burst into tears scared he had hurt someone so close to me. But she had broke up with him after he treats her badly. I'm so proud of her for being so brave and doing it before he could hurt her anymore. As much as he hurt her I still saw the hurt in his eyes and the pain today, you could tell he missed her. But he didn't show it when she dumped him, he just said k.
Hmm what does k mean
-He was too shocked and scared to say anything else
Or
-Was he not worrying about the idea of breaking up.
I don't know. And neither does Jess. She put on a brave face today and was happy. She said it was the right thing to do. If she thinks that way I can't question that, as he hurt her.

This and the bus accident, shows how the world can change to suddendly, that's why you must cherish the moments you have with your loved ones and always be kind and full of no regets.

Annalisa Kidd xx

Bus Accident and School

My first day back at school was great!
Seeing my friends, Scott and even good to see the teachers.

There was some bad though a pass student of ours died in a bus accident, he had two younger brothers that go to our school.
The youngest of the three; Billy has autism and is in my year. We got a big talk about how to deal with this tradity and how to support him. Most of the people in my year were crying including me, I could have been on that bus but I wasn't. I went on the bus the morning after. I wore my seatbelt.
My friend Jess was so worried when she heard about the accident, thinking that I might have been on it.
I send my best wishes to Billy's family in their time of need.

I had a good day with Scott, we wrote in a book that is to be given the Billy's family.
It was a nice warm day today and we walked around with a tennis ball. Something so simple so fun :)

Annalisa

Mondays

Monday. I was a very tired one getting up. Worst night sleep ever. But my day ended up good i had art and we started to study two artists. Alec had to go on camp a sort of thing for his unit of work i missed not being able to have luch with him and for him to help me get through the day.
My friend Jess stayed the night cause we had to watch a movie on art. It was good to catch up i probably don't catch up with my friends as much as i should. Another goal to do.
It was a good night.
I had to to tennis though. I get privatly coached by Matt. He's a great coach and always pushes me to my limit. Matt also i think understands me very well and how i learn but i guess he had to if he's been couching me for the past two years. I hate playing tennis competively but i love learing it with Matt. I look forward to Monday's for that.
Anyways. Jess and i ended cathing alot as you do and about our lovely boyfriends. I'm so in love with Scott. He sends me the most a amazing messages and always knows when to send them :) He makes me happy.
A late night again argh.
Not looking forward to this week.
xx