Monday night.
Mum and I want to go to Pink. I know it should be just a night for me and mum but i asked if Scott can come anyway. Of course she says yes. But she said I have to call him, I was dreading calling Scott because tonight is the night I talk about A. Scott said he was too tired to talk but I call up anyway.
He said he doesn't want to go to Pink and that I'll have more fun without him which isn't true. But I except his answer sadly.
He's not in a good mood. I wanted to leave the A thing for a night but I knew if I don't I would never tell him.
Talking about A has always been a touchy subject for us. But he has his reasons.
I say to Scott that I confronted A about what happened.
Guess what he said "Who cares" I was so upset.
He knew how hard this was for me then he goes and makes it a joke or something.
I say "Fine" and change the subject.
But then of course he says really does care and wants to know what happened. I tell him a much as I could but I could tell he wasn't listening. I done the right thing by telling him all he had to do was listen. I left it as is and went to bed as did he.
Tuesday.
Scott wasn't at school he was working. But I always still texting him anyway even though he couldn't reply. My friend Doug texts him about motorbikes and he replies not straight away but he does reply and I didn't even get a text. That hurt me.
I was on the bus to go to the gym. And I text Scott how come Doug got a text and not me.? He was still working. Half way through my gym workout and I check my phone. Hmm the message I got from him was crazy. I cried in front and the people at the gym.
Scott said " Its getting hard to find time for each other you reckon we should start thinking about going our own ways. I don't but its gunna get hard soon."
I wanted to scream but I couldn't a friend of mine at the gym came over and talked to me about it but it wasn't much help.
Me and Scott talked that whole night about us. We both said we still loved each other and that we want to stay together but with him working its hard to see each other and its putting a strain on our relationship. We talked about breaking up yet we both didn't want that, but we both know that we can't work as well when he is working. We agreed to sort of refresh and re connect, make time for each other and if we can't we'll slowly break up.
Believe its so hard typing this words. But I need you guys to hear them and so I can know what you think. Me and Scott are still going to be the same around each other but try to be more loving and caring for one another. We're going to make time for each other more.
It was the hardest thing in my life reading that text but I knew one of us was going to send it soon enough. But it was good in a way because we got to say what was important in our lives and what we wanted in it and how we would achieve it (luckly both of us want the same thing... to stay together and be in a great relationship:). We didn't act childish and say stupids things and break up, instead we talked about how we can work out our problems. I was so happy in the way we acted towards each other. I'm still madly in love with Scott.
Get this clear: Scott and I are still together and will remain that way for many years until we are no longer able to make a satisfying relationship with each other. We both don't want to be together if we never see each other, in our words that is not a relationship with us.
Wednesday.
I was scared about going to school today because I was scared things would be different between me and Scott. Once I saw him, he left his friends and we went and sat down and talked. We both said nothing has changed between us and that we still love each other. Scott said our love has grown, in these past day or two we have bettered our relationship. :) Through today I can see that we were both more loving towards each other. Scott made more hmm how do I say it... loving touches. He also said I love you more. I'm so proud of us for being so young and still able to have a loving relationship and be able to work out our problems in a good manner.
I spoke to my friends in class and they said I and Scott had handled it maturely.
Annalisa the Better!
The guy who talked to me at the gym on Tuesday was Kim's sister's boyfriend. I got a message from Kim that night, it was good to talk to her. She is so good to me.
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Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Princess Photo
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Here is a photo that I took of Kim for her Debutante. She looked like a princess. So pretty.Monday, April 20, 2009
Love and Friendship
Hey hey,
Me and Scott are in love!
(Just thought I'd tell you that!)
Kim just left my place, it was great to see her and talk to her even if it was througha door.
I can confide to her with anything and she's always willing to listen.
Aw what a great friend she is.
xx Just a short post becuase you need to read a long one.
Look below.
Me and Scott are in love!
(Just thought I'd tell you that!)
Kim just left my place, it was great to see her and talk to her even if it was througha door.
I can confide to her with anything and she's always willing to listen.
Aw what a great friend she is.
xx Just a short post becuase you need to read a long one.
Look below.
Questions and Answers from Kim
Hello this is Kim (Annalisa's friend), sorry i couldn't reply earlier but I wasn't feeling my best and was on holiday before that. Anyway i'll get started!
-Annalisa and i have been friends since forever i guess. I can't exactly remember when we met but it was definately when were pretty young, so like grade 1 i guess?
-We are not strcitly 'best friends' but we are very close.
-Yes Annalisa has alot of male friends, but none of which would ever be considered romantic material or are too close to her in a friendship way to let it get sexual. Scott is the only one for Annalisa!
-I would say Annalisa is a very good judge of character. She would be the last person i would pick for making friends with a criminal or something of a similar description
-Hmmm well honestly i can say that Anna does sometimes believe the best in people and this can sometimes cloud her judgement in trusting people, yet in saying that those whom she holds closest to her heart are the ones she trusts with her life and they are the most importnat in her life. She cerishes her closest.
-Well Annalisa talks so openly about herself beause lets face it, her life can be so god damn interesting compared to us dull folk. Nevertheless i wouldn't worry that she is confessing too much, she knows her limit and would never make herself too vulnerable (well i hope she wouldn't anyway!). Anna is herself, and that is bubbly and bright so that invlolves her revealing alot of herself to convey this side of her. But i know what you mean, because Anna is so friendly and happy i do worry sometimes that people will take advantage of her good nature. But those who are closest to her will protect her very dearly so i know she will always be safe.
-Do i worry about her getting hurt often? Hmm i'd have to say YES because sometimes i worry that because she is so talented people might use her for this. I worry about my precious Anna alot!
-Oh yes Anna cries so easy! She is the worst! Ah don't ever take her to a sad movie in the cinema without being prepared with tissues!
-Ah well because Anna cries so easily she cries about all the happy moments she shares with her friends, family and Scott.
-The 'bad' things would probably be her fear of change with Scott. Because everything is perfect now as it is i have seen her cry over fretting about Scott leaving school before her as he is older and her not always having his guidance, she really values and appreciates him in her world and doesn't want that to change.
-I would say Anna likes getting attention because she already recieves 24/7. She is such a gorgeous person that everyone loves her, hence the attention.
-Anna would only be a flirt with Scott and only him, i haven't seen her flirt with anyone else.
-Her favourite colour is a constant change, it depends on her mood and her levels of happiness
-Her favourite song is Love Story (of course!)
-Annalisa's favourite food would have to be her mummy's cooking, and i know why. When i've had it i can only describe it in one word - amazing!
-What do i think of Scott? Well i haven't met him enough to be 'best friends' but i have met him enough to know he is sweet, kind, a hard worker and devoted to his princess. He is definantly a keeper and is a family-orientated kind of man, the kind the parents love! He is laidback and easygoing- yet serious at the important times. A good combination. By the way we go to different schools so it sometimes makes it hard to catch up with the lovely couple.
-Ahh this is tricky! I have no idea of the dumbest thing that Annalisa has ever said! She has definately had her blonde moments but sadly i can't seem to recall a particular dumb moment! Sorry! I think this just shows that none of her dumb moments have been particularly notable - hence not incredibly stupid when done.
-Hmm another hard one! Well this isn't the dumbest thing she has done but it is something i guess and it probably won't even seem dumb to anyone else but to me it was. When Anna was 13 (well before Annalisa's boobs had finished developing) she used to wear push-up bras and i thought that at such an early age she shouldn't be trying to push-up her boobs when in only a couple of years she will be content with how they are. I probably sound like such a bitch but i just thought that Anna shouldn't give in to the body image-esque atmosphere that succombs so many of other teenagers. I didn't want Anna to try to change the way she looks or how she felt about herself and i was worried that the bras were a warning sign. But luckly they weren't.
-The funniest thing she has ever said? Ahhhhhhhhhh..... i feel like such a bad friend that i can't even remember a funny thing she said! I can remember dozens of funny moments so i guess that will just have to compensate! About 3 or 4 years ago our maturity levels didn't exist we made home videos with a couple of other friends and i can recall how hilarious it was to watch Annalisa pretend to be a contestant on the biggest loser wearing thousands of belts across her body and complaining about her weight in contrast to the show. :)
-Funniest thing she has ever done would be the answer above as i answered that as both as i stupidly couldn't remember a funny thing she said.
-Annalisa says so many sweet things, she is so gorgeous! She will always tell me i look beautiful when i feel ugly, making me feel special and loved. She sends me the most adorable texts at random for no special reason which is so uplifting and so sweet!
- The sweetest thing she has ever done was probably taking photos of me for my debutante for no cost. I felt bad when she told me how someone had not paid after all the time she had spent editing and i realised just how big of a job it really is. I bought her a pandora charm as she refused to accept my money. Love you for doing that you made me look like a princess!
-The boldest thing she has ever done? Well this isn't the boldest she has ever done but once she wore this sexy skin tight catwoman-like costume to a school social and noone else could have rocked or owned that outift as much as her. I was so proud of her for daring to wearing that, how confident and sassy she is is apart of her character and that costume was her to a tee. In showing how confident she is she won the costume prize!
-The naughtiest? Hmm you'd have to ask Scott about that one haha :).
- Yes Annalisa is totally comfortable with who she is (evident with the answer two above) and i love her for it. In the world we live in we are constantly fed that we are not pretty, skinny or good enough and i admire how Anna blows that off so easily and how i have never seen her once upset about how she looks or if she is good enough. I love the raw power she exudes, as if she is ready to conquer to the world at any given stage.
-Yes she is good at keeping secrets, almost too good i think. There are some things i can never get out of her which i love because i suck at keeping secrets, bloody hopeless! :)
-If she had the chance to do one thing right at this moment? Well funnily enough she just mentioned before hopw she'd love to be a model for a day and get paid to dress up (she absolutely loves getting dressed up!) so i guess that then!
-Well i'd love to go travelling with Anna and she mentions that she would love to go travelling so i guess that would be the thing we would like to do the most! When i'm going to be mega famous and owning television company Anna will come and take photos for me so i'd love to work with her as well :)
-Yes Anna would love to visit Canada - she would love to visit Vancouver. (see how worldy she is! ah i want to be her!)
-ahhh i'm not sure what she thinks of Canadian accents but she loves all accents in general so yes!
-What does she think of Barry? Well Barry you are her motivation! the fact is that you are an almost guardian angel to her, and she really values your friendship. When i read your posts on Annalisa's blog it is easy to understand why she respects you so much. There are so many things i want to put down in words but somehow i just can't find the right ones!
So questions from me!
Well....
-How did you come across Annalisa's blog?
-What made you connect to Anna's blog?
-Have you come across any other blogs as particularly notabel as Anna's?
-Do you find it hard talking with Anna as you have that distance of not being able to be face to face?
-If you could critisize Anna, what would it be?
-What do you think her best feature would be? (Emotionally or personality wise or physically)
-How well do you think you know Annalisa?
-Do you feel that Anna expresses herself to easily and shouldn't be telling as much as she should about herself?
-What do you love about Anna the most?
-If you could describe Anna in one word what would it be?
-Do you think you will always continue to read her blog?
-And finally, what do you think of Scott?
Thanks for the questions, i loved doing them it was fun! I look forward to hearing from you soon!
Ciao!
xx :)
Annalisa: Hey I'm back after a long while she even made me leave the room. I just read the answers, I love them hop yous do.
-Annalisa and i have been friends since forever i guess. I can't exactly remember when we met but it was definately when were pretty young, so like grade 1 i guess?
-We are not strcitly 'best friends' but we are very close.
-Yes Annalisa has alot of male friends, but none of which would ever be considered romantic material or are too close to her in a friendship way to let it get sexual. Scott is the only one for Annalisa!
-I would say Annalisa is a very good judge of character. She would be the last person i would pick for making friends with a criminal or something of a similar description
-Hmmm well honestly i can say that Anna does sometimes believe the best in people and this can sometimes cloud her judgement in trusting people, yet in saying that those whom she holds closest to her heart are the ones she trusts with her life and they are the most importnat in her life. She cerishes her closest.
-Well Annalisa talks so openly about herself beause lets face it, her life can be so god damn interesting compared to us dull folk. Nevertheless i wouldn't worry that she is confessing too much, she knows her limit and would never make herself too vulnerable (well i hope she wouldn't anyway!). Anna is herself, and that is bubbly and bright so that invlolves her revealing alot of herself to convey this side of her. But i know what you mean, because Anna is so friendly and happy i do worry sometimes that people will take advantage of her good nature. But those who are closest to her will protect her very dearly so i know she will always be safe.
-Do i worry about her getting hurt often? Hmm i'd have to say YES because sometimes i worry that because she is so talented people might use her for this. I worry about my precious Anna alot!
-Oh yes Anna cries so easy! She is the worst! Ah don't ever take her to a sad movie in the cinema without being prepared with tissues!
-Ah well because Anna cries so easily she cries about all the happy moments she shares with her friends, family and Scott.
-The 'bad' things would probably be her fear of change with Scott. Because everything is perfect now as it is i have seen her cry over fretting about Scott leaving school before her as he is older and her not always having his guidance, she really values and appreciates him in her world and doesn't want that to change.
-I would say Anna likes getting attention because she already recieves 24/7. She is such a gorgeous person that everyone loves her, hence the attention.
-Anna would only be a flirt with Scott and only him, i haven't seen her flirt with anyone else.
-Her favourite colour is a constant change, it depends on her mood and her levels of happiness
-Her favourite song is Love Story (of course!)
-Annalisa's favourite food would have to be her mummy's cooking, and i know why. When i've had it i can only describe it in one word - amazing!
-What do i think of Scott? Well i haven't met him enough to be 'best friends' but i have met him enough to know he is sweet, kind, a hard worker and devoted to his princess. He is definantly a keeper and is a family-orientated kind of man, the kind the parents love! He is laidback and easygoing- yet serious at the important times. A good combination. By the way we go to different schools so it sometimes makes it hard to catch up with the lovely couple.
-Ahh this is tricky! I have no idea of the dumbest thing that Annalisa has ever said! She has definately had her blonde moments but sadly i can't seem to recall a particular dumb moment! Sorry! I think this just shows that none of her dumb moments have been particularly notable - hence not incredibly stupid when done.
-Hmm another hard one! Well this isn't the dumbest thing she has done but it is something i guess and it probably won't even seem dumb to anyone else but to me it was. When Anna was 13 (well before Annalisa's boobs had finished developing) she used to wear push-up bras and i thought that at such an early age she shouldn't be trying to push-up her boobs when in only a couple of years she will be content with how they are. I probably sound like such a bitch but i just thought that Anna shouldn't give in to the body image-esque atmosphere that succombs so many of other teenagers. I didn't want Anna to try to change the way she looks or how she felt about herself and i was worried that the bras were a warning sign. But luckly they weren't.
-The funniest thing she has ever said? Ahhhhhhhhhh..... i feel like such a bad friend that i can't even remember a funny thing she said! I can remember dozens of funny moments so i guess that will just have to compensate! About 3 or 4 years ago our maturity levels didn't exist we made home videos with a couple of other friends and i can recall how hilarious it was to watch Annalisa pretend to be a contestant on the biggest loser wearing thousands of belts across her body and complaining about her weight in contrast to the show. :)
-Funniest thing she has ever done would be the answer above as i answered that as both as i stupidly couldn't remember a funny thing she said.
-Annalisa says so many sweet things, she is so gorgeous! She will always tell me i look beautiful when i feel ugly, making me feel special and loved. She sends me the most adorable texts at random for no special reason which is so uplifting and so sweet!
- The sweetest thing she has ever done was probably taking photos of me for my debutante for no cost. I felt bad when she told me how someone had not paid after all the time she had spent editing and i realised just how big of a job it really is. I bought her a pandora charm as she refused to accept my money. Love you for doing that you made me look like a princess!
-The boldest thing she has ever done? Well this isn't the boldest she has ever done but once she wore this sexy skin tight catwoman-like costume to a school social and noone else could have rocked or owned that outift as much as her. I was so proud of her for daring to wearing that, how confident and sassy she is is apart of her character and that costume was her to a tee. In showing how confident she is she won the costume prize!
-The naughtiest? Hmm you'd have to ask Scott about that one haha :).
- Yes Annalisa is totally comfortable with who she is (evident with the answer two above) and i love her for it. In the world we live in we are constantly fed that we are not pretty, skinny or good enough and i admire how Anna blows that off so easily and how i have never seen her once upset about how she looks or if she is good enough. I love the raw power she exudes, as if she is ready to conquer to the world at any given stage.
-Yes she is good at keeping secrets, almost too good i think. There are some things i can never get out of her which i love because i suck at keeping secrets, bloody hopeless! :)
-If she had the chance to do one thing right at this moment? Well funnily enough she just mentioned before hopw she'd love to be a model for a day and get paid to dress up (she absolutely loves getting dressed up!) so i guess that then!
-Well i'd love to go travelling with Anna and she mentions that she would love to go travelling so i guess that would be the thing we would like to do the most! When i'm going to be mega famous and owning television company Anna will come and take photos for me so i'd love to work with her as well :)
-Yes Anna would love to visit Canada - she would love to visit Vancouver. (see how worldy she is! ah i want to be her!)
-ahhh i'm not sure what she thinks of Canadian accents but she loves all accents in general so yes!
-What does she think of Barry? Well Barry you are her motivation! the fact is that you are an almost guardian angel to her, and she really values your friendship. When i read your posts on Annalisa's blog it is easy to understand why she respects you so much. There are so many things i want to put down in words but somehow i just can't find the right ones!
So questions from me!
Well....
-How did you come across Annalisa's blog?
-What made you connect to Anna's blog?
-Have you come across any other blogs as particularly notabel as Anna's?
-Do you find it hard talking with Anna as you have that distance of not being able to be face to face?
-If you could critisize Anna, what would it be?
-What do you think her best feature would be? (Emotionally or personality wise or physically)
-How well do you think you know Annalisa?
-Do you feel that Anna expresses herself to easily and shouldn't be telling as much as she should about herself?
-What do you love about Anna the most?
-If you could describe Anna in one word what would it be?
-Do you think you will always continue to read her blog?
-And finally, what do you think of Scott?
Thanks for the questions, i loved doing them it was fun! I look forward to hearing from you soon!
Ciao!
xx :)
Annalisa: Hey I'm back after a long while she even made me leave the room. I just read the answers, I love them hop yous do.
Thursday, April 9, 2009
Knowing me from someone else
I was thinking about my blog and myself today. I don't know if anyone would like this or not but.
I love writing into my blog everyday and reading the comments. I know you know alot about me already from what I have told you, but I thought maybe I could let you comment on this post asking me questions about myself but my good friend Kim would answer them. She would say what she thinks about me and answer them for me so you can get an idea about what the people who are around me think of me and you can also learn what my friends are like.
It's just an idea though. If you like it, leave my questions while I'm on my easter break then I will get Kim to answer them and I will post the answers.
It is up to everyone out there whether this goes ahead or not.
Example of questions
-Am i a good friend?
-What do you think of Scott?
-Do i cry easily? (I know that answer)
-Ect.........
If you like any of these questions add them to the comments.
I love love to get like 30 questions or even more but I know that is alot to ask.
Kim is in my post the ones tht care for me. If you want to read that.
I would also like to know what she says too! :)
Tell me what you think
P.S: I might be able to do some posts in the morning if I have time. And I'd love to come home with many many comments hint* hint *
I love writing into my blog everyday and reading the comments. I know you know alot about me already from what I have told you, but I thought maybe I could let you comment on this post asking me questions about myself but my good friend Kim would answer them. She would say what she thinks about me and answer them for me so you can get an idea about what the people who are around me think of me and you can also learn what my friends are like.
It's just an idea though. If you like it, leave my questions while I'm on my easter break then I will get Kim to answer them and I will post the answers.
It is up to everyone out there whether this goes ahead or not.
Example of questions
-Am i a good friend?
-What do you think of Scott?
-Do i cry easily? (I know that answer)
-Ect.........
If you like any of these questions add them to the comments.
I love love to get like 30 questions or even more but I know that is alot to ask.
Kim is in my post the ones tht care for me. If you want to read that.
I would also like to know what she says too! :)
Tell me what you think
P.S: I might be able to do some posts in the morning if I have time. And I'd love to come home with many many comments hint* hint *
Monday, April 6, 2009
The ones that care for me
Sunday I went to the footy. Me and Kim were sitting in the car. I had my photography note book out (that I write ideas in). Kim took it off me and wrote two beautiful letters
Letter 1
Dear Annalisa
I love you
You are simply wondeful, don't ever change because I love your gorgeous, bubbly personality just as it is!
No matter want anyone says, you always will be successful in anything you do. I will always be proud of you, even if you are a stripper I will admire your confidence and beauty :)
So when you get all famous and are taking photos of an insane royal wedding I hope you will talk to me so I can tell you how much
I love you
Love Kim X
Letter 2
Annalina Jane,
You are the light of my life, without your golden spirit guiding me how am I supposed to survive?
If you ever feel odwn or that someone has knocked you back just see it as apart of the moments you can capatilise on and use it to your advantage.
I have no doubt in saying that whatever you do you will be amazing.
Yesterday is history, tomorow is a mystery, today is a gift, don't ever watse it!
Well I am totally running out of things to write I feel like I am just repeating myself!
But you are one of a kind, a D-flawless Diamond and I LOVE YOU!
Love Kim X
I love that she took the time to write such a beautiful letter, I love my groups of friends they are great, caring and would do anything for me.
XX
Letter 1
Dear Annalisa
I love you
You are simply wondeful, don't ever change because I love your gorgeous, bubbly personality just as it is!
No matter want anyone says, you always will be successful in anything you do. I will always be proud of you, even if you are a stripper I will admire your confidence and beauty :)
So when you get all famous and are taking photos of an insane royal wedding I hope you will talk to me so I can tell you how much
I love you
Love Kim X
Letter 2
Annalina Jane,
You are the light of my life, without your golden spirit guiding me how am I supposed to survive?
If you ever feel odwn or that someone has knocked you back just see it as apart of the moments you can capatilise on and use it to your advantage.
I have no doubt in saying that whatever you do you will be amazing.
Yesterday is history, tomorow is a mystery, today is a gift, don't ever watse it!
Well I am totally running out of things to write I feel like I am just repeating myself!
But you are one of a kind, a D-flawless Diamond and I LOVE YOU!
Love Kim X
I love that she took the time to write such a beautiful letter, I love my groups of friends they are great, caring and would do anything for me.
XX
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