Hey

Wow what do I say to you guys. I can't believe how much my life and the way I feel has changed in the past three days. So much of what I tell you will come as a shock but it is also I shock to me too!

Hey

I've got a lot to blog about believe me but it can wait till tomorrow I got to get my head sorted out. It's nothing bad well it's sort of brave.

Missing Scott

Anna

Blogging

I'm sorry that I haven't blogged in a couple of days. My laptop was at a friend's place. I was dieing without having it. Even without those two days I worked out that my blog does really help me when I'm feeling and even happy. Becuase I can express myself and get all the bad stuff off my back. And keep the good stuff in my mind and re-live the moment.

I'm sorry if I worried you guys as you know I haven't been feeling the best.

Anna

Words Coming Out

I've got so much to say. I'm sorry. I feel bad for not blogging all weekend. I'm more sorry because I can't make it up to you guys yet. I'm going to my Nan and Puppa's place for t and the afternoon to celebrate Kayla's birthday. Which was Friday. Alot has happened this weekend. Well sort of. Scott worked all weekend again. Two weeks in a row. :( But it's good because he's making money, which is what he wants to for the time being. It's hard for me sometimes but I know it's going to pay for next year for us and this Christmas. I love my Scott dearly and I know he's away from me for the right reasons.

Well I'll blog as much as I can now until I get yelled at that we're leaving!

I love Scott D'Arcy

Annalisa x x

Scared of Myself

I'm not going to lie I have been avoiding my blog all weekend. I was scared to know what I was going to write in my next post. But I'm here now and I know that this blog is a part of who I am. I guess in my last post I was trying to figure out myself and it sort of scared me a bit. I don't know. Thank you Barry and Sandy for helping me. Well I'm not all better but I know I'm going to figure myself out.

Thank you my motivation.

Anna

Telling Scott

I told Scott about my blog. I wish I hadn't waited so long. I should have known he wouldn't be upset.
I think he was happy about me having a place to fully express myself. But I also think he was worried about who was reading my blog ad if they were some crazy rapest. But I asured him if anyone started to scare me I would tell him and I would stop my blog.
I was proud of him that he understood why I done this.
I do this blog because I really do enjoy it not because I can't talk to Scott about my things and problems.

I hope one day Scott and I can write a post together so everyone can get to know us as a couple better. :)

xx

Blogging it Cause...

I started out this blog I Feb because I wanted a place to say my thoughts out loud and be able to hear I reply with hopefully some advice and praise. Which gladly I have been able to get in this past month. You can't believe the joy and happiness I feel when I recieve a comment, my day will forever go on as happy. I love comments that are questioning and really make me think.
I think the comments have helped me because it makes me realise who I am and also makes me say how my words are seen as.

My blog helps me relax becuase I'm able to say what I want and how I feel. How I feel yes I repeated it again and put it in bold because I feel it is an important part of my blog. When I say how I feel I'm letting you into my life. When I let you into to mylife I hope you stay there to witness it and become apart of it. I'm a people person well that's what it says on my resume and I want to be around people even if it's through one comment or hopefully more.

I wouldn't like to call my blog my passion because it is and I don't want to lie. But it is now apart of who I am and how I live my life. I try to write in my blog every day not because I'm obessed but because I want to and because it my way of dealing with the things that are happening in my life even if they aren't that great. I want to be able to shout well type in capital letters and bold to tell people that I'm angry or happy or really proud for myself. Here right now sitting in bed covered in blankets is where I can be truly truthful, truly be me and only me. 

Also sorry if some days I don't write I usually have a good reason.

My motivation: I thank you to become apart of my world and journey through life.

To any new comers who want to help motivate me through life and watch me live, here are some tips/steps:

-I would probably advice you to read all my posts which may take a while bit it will help you get to know me better
-Always always always leave me comments when you have something to say even if its only short
-I'm not a very loudly out-spoken person but I do add some of my louder opinions in here and there so please don't be offened, just ask why I think that way (through a comment) I'll always listen a be polit
-I'm a very bad speller and I know I don't read over my posts as well as I should. Sorry about my mistakes but I'm woking on it
-Add me to your followers list whether you liked the blog or not and say I'm on a trial for a month to yourself :) If you like me keep me and follow me but if you don't like me no hurt feelings
-By the way I don't like to call my followers; followers so I call you my motivation instead
-Leave me comments :)

xoxo Annalisa Kidd  

Knowing me from someone else

I was thinking about my blog and myself today. I don't know if anyone would like this or not but.

I love writing into my blog everyday and reading the comments. I know you know alot about me already from what I have told you, but I thought maybe I could let you comment on this post asking me questions about myself but my good friend Kim would answer them. She would say what she thinks about me and answer them for me so you can get an idea about what the people who are around me think of me and you can also learn what my friends are like.
It's just an idea though. If you like it, leave my questions while I'm on my easter break then I will get Kim to answer them and I will post the answers.
It is up to everyone out there whether this goes ahead or not.

Example of questions
-Am i a good friend?
-What do you think of Scott?
-Do i cry easily? (I know that answer)
-Ect.........
If you like any of these questions add them to the comments.
I love love to get like 30 questions or even more but I know that is alot to ask.

Kim is in my post the ones tht care for me. If you want to read that.
I would also like to know what she says too! :)

Tell me what you think

P.S: I might be able to do some posts in the morning if I have time. And I'd love to come home with many many comments hint* hint *