Days to Day

Sunday.
Sorry i have not blogged in a while i'm a very busy girl.
Last weekend it was Scott's birthday and also Valentines Day. I only got him a couple of little things but it was what he wanted and he loved it. I also brought him some socks and hid them in his cupboard. Next him i saw him he was wearing i couldn't stop smiling. Argh the simple pleasure of making someone happy. You know it doesn't take much to make someones day and when you do your full of bliss and a glow.
Saturday was so great he cooked me a beautiful aussie meal. Steak and veggies. He put this sauce on the steack which was to die for so yummy. And in the morning we had a big breaky. Bacon, Eggs the works.
Then was just cuddled in bed watching movies. Best night in ever!
In love more than ever.

Now to today a week later. A week wiser?
No.
Hmm i wish i was, i'm trying to be healthy i really am but sometimes i just forget. Last Friday it was a bit of a cool day so a got a warm Fatty lunch. Big no no. I even brought lunch to school that day to but i also brought money. Note to brain must not bring money to school. Wait cancel that i do sometimes buy lunch for Scott that's what i think stuffs me up a bit.
Anyways.
I love my body but i just got to get healthier.

I've started reading a new book today. Someone like you. It's great already 200 pages in. I know sad. But today i wanted a day to myself no chores just relaxing.
Now i'm going to go and have a naked bath and read.

Caio Annalisa

Also big news i have just started selling the photos. Happy. Please contact me if you wish to buy some of my work.

Fighting

"The couple that fights the most is the one in love... it shows they care enough to motice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it. When you stop you stopped caring." Shawna Waltemger

I believe that it true but only if you are fighting for a reason not just to cause trouble and upset the other person.
Scott is the most sweetest person I've ever met but sometimes he just says things that don't need to be said like today he told me "Annalisa, that bracelet makes you look fat" Yer i know he doesn't mean it but it still annoys me so much. Sometimes i don't think i fight back harder enough to make him listen and tell him whats wrong.
Annalisa speak up girl!

I'm not scared of fighting back though I'm scared of hurting him then having know one to fight with.

Mothers.? and Brothers and Dad

Jane. My mum is a cultured one of that. I never stayed over night a Scott's place until a year after we had been together but yet its not that sort of thing that really annoys me its that i can't be fat ever. My mum calls my fat all the time when she's fat herself a size 12 when i'm a size 8 and thin and healthy. It just seems so strange to me i feel beautiful i always get called beautiful i feel beautiful but she can't see it. But don't get me wrong i love my mum and all but sometimes i'd just wish she'd understand a bit more about my feelings.
Hamish. My little brother is the favourite among mum he gets the cuddles and kisses and the i love yous when i get the your gut is sticking out, go do some exercise and your bum is huge. i love my little bro to bits i couldn't live without him but i wish i could just have a bit more love from my mum.
Dad. Mark. Well i can't really get a better dad he's amazing and loves me so much. He is a business man with skills. Sometimes i think i'm dads favourite.
Talk soon. T time!