Night Scare

T was good. Kayla and her family was there and Nanna and Puppa.

We went back to my uncle's place and had desert it was so good and chocolatly.

All us kids played this game where we through a ball to try and knock this tin thing over. It was pretty lame but still fun all the same.
Then...
The power went out. I screamed. We still played the throughing game even tho it was pitch black. Dad came is and tried to scare us, I got scared. It was fun though me and Kayla took photos of us together in the dark. We got some silly ones.

Blah.... Blah.... Blah it was a good night.
Fun all around

I'm tired

Annalisa

My Happy Beautiful Life

I'm so lucky.

I have a amazing man in my life. Scott D'Arcy. Who I'm deeply in love with. He treats me so well and respects me. As well as lovers we are also best friends. I know our future together is bright and full of rainbows. :) I love the time I have with him, it's full of laughs. We have our struggles like any couple and we always pull through. Our snuggles are the best thing in the world. What else can I say I'm in love.

My family is wonderful and beautiful. My mother as crazy as is but I love her to bits. We teach each other things and always have a great laugh together. My dad oh my dad he's a true Aussie, the cool fun-loving man. He's my inspiration and true hero. And my little brother Hamish I would go mad in my family without him. He gives me advice sometimes when I don't want it and always supports me.

My family as a whole is great (cousins, aunties, uncles, grandparents). They are full of happiness and would do anything for me. I can't believe how great they are and full of support. They also love Scott to pieces.

My friends are stunning. They keep me going through and through. They make me laugh and make me safe. They are my guardian angels. If I'm having a bad day or I'm fighting with Scott they are there for me and will stay over night whenever I need it. I can't thank them enough for being such great friends to me. They are have such beautiful hearts.

My photography is my passion. This is where I can show my dreams and inspirations through pictures. It's where I can snap away with not a care in the world. When I show me pictures to someone and they smile, that warms my heart up knowing I helped someone make their day.

My blog this place is my second mind. This is me, in sprirt form. I show my life, thoughts, feelings, ache and love right here. I'm thankful for the people who I'm able to share my life with and meet new people.

My animals thank you for always being happy and full of life for me.

I'm thankful for everything in my life.

Annalisa the luckiest girl in the world.

This Weekend's Plan

I'm so tired and it's only mid-week. Scott isn't coming tonight :( But we'll have all this weekend together :) So I can't wait for that. :)
I don't know what we'll do yet. Scott said he wants to get Thomas (Kayla's brother/my cousin)and his girlfriend Kylie around. Scott wants to drink a bit with Tom and Dad. Bit worried. :) I love that Tom and Scott get along so well, they are the same age.
Friday night I would like to have a bit of a movie night with Scott and watch Twilight yet again. I've watched it so much lately. Best movie and book :)
I'm looking forward to spending some time with my love.

Annalisa in Love xxx

Chiness makes Drunks

Last night was great. We went out for chiness it was so good. As the night went on I got pretty tired. But of course everyone wanted to go back to my aunty and uncles place t odrink some more. I felt bad for leaving my friends but I just went to sleep in my little cousins bed. It was a good sleep till they woke me up.
We had to drop this guy off at his place and it was raining and he was just talking to dad with the door open. The cold was slipping in and rain. I was very grumpy but they still continued to talk, quite a few minutes later he went inside and we went home.
I just woke up. How sad, and I'm still tired.

Hamish and Eddie are playing footy today the poor things.

Don't know what I will do today but it wont be much. I'm still in my pj's.

Annalisa

Privileged

I don't like to say it but it is true I do get alot of what I want. My family is one of the more privileged of my town. Even when I don't get what, I would like I usually get something and it usually turns out to be better.
But I'm not a person to brag about it, I keep it hidden if I can.
It was hard to keep it hidden when I brought my camera because it was to expensive. But I guess my camera isn't that much to: guys having their motorbikes and etc and girls having their dance fees and etc. But the thing is that, I get all three!
In my family we own over 14 motorbikes and over 11 vehicles.

My parents have worked for what they have today. I hope to reach as high as they do with my own family. I want to be able to give my kids what they want.

I think I'm more like my dad in some ways like; I'm talkative and businessy like him. I would love to have my own business one day that is why I'm starting to do more jobs with my photography.

Annalisa is the Powerful

Business Cards

This morning with dad I went to pick up my business cards. We had to go early because dads got jobs to do so he says.
There very plain but it says what it needs to. I didn't want to get fancy ones yet because I haven't got business name yet. Ideas anyone? I swear they are all taken.

I can't wait to hand out my my cards it going to feel so good. Happy!

The Struggle of Time

I live with my parents and I think they're great.
But my mum can be a bit annoying like she's always telling me what to do and is always nagging and repeating herself.
And dad can be a bit over the top, he has his ways of being annoying too.
Scott loves my parents but lately me and Scott haven't been able to relax at home because they are always around and telling us what to do. Also my family is very social so we're always going out every weekend pretty much so we don't get much time at home to relax together alone. It's been having a big impact on our relationship lately. When we as a couple can't relax we get stressed out and bite each others head off. Scott has also been avoiding coming to my place and asking me going to his place instead. I guess I can live with that but lately I've been doing alot of photography work and he works on weekends too sometimes, so it has been hard to find time to see each other.
Scott lives half a hour away from me and we both can't drive yet so it makes it a constant struggle to see each other. It's like a long distance relationship and we can't handle that yet. We need to see each other more. But with my parents its hard because he doesn't want to be around them and dad thinks I shouldn't be going to his place so much because Scott should me chasing me around more which I think is a little true but yer Scott doesn't want to come here so often.
We need to find more time to see each other and this next week would be good as long as my dad will let me and hopefully Scott can come here.

XX Anna

Waiting for Easter

We still haven't left yet. Mum is still stressing out that she hasn't enough food and clothes. And dad is fixing the boat. Hope it gets going and also dad brought an old jet ski can't wait to use it. :)
I'm tired already and I think I'm getting a cold, not a good sign. :(
I'm sick of having a runny nose.
I really hope this Easter will be good. And that I wont worry too much. I just want to have a chill out holiday. Than next week see Scott.

XX

Friends who help

I spent the friday night with friends for a birthday. I wanted to have fun but i couldn't, I was so tense and worried for some reason and I couldn't put my finger on it. I didn't know why.
Doug could tell I was stressed, he knows me better than I know myself sometimes. I didn't feel right there, I was ready to go home I was about to call dad. But Doug talked to me and shared his drink with me as I hadn't brought any, he wanted to help me relax. Well actually I didn't know if I would be allowed to have any. I trust Doug completely I know he wouldn't hurt me in any way know matter how drunk I was or what I said when i was. The half a can of alchol didn't help that much so he gave me a drink for us share and he also had one fo him self. But I'd already drank the one we were meant to share so quickly that he didn't get any. I felt bad but he understand why. I did make me a bit more relaxed and when dad came I didn't want to go.
Friendships always get you over the hill even if it's just a mound.
xx my love for my friends will exist for ever

Family Full Weekend

Sorry i haven't wrote in a while i've been a very busy girl.

On saturday we had a party for my mum's 20 years in Australia. We also surprised with getting some of her Sydney rellies to come down, I'd never seen her cry so much (of happiness of course). She didn't have a clue but yet there was still more to come. After t mum and dad went around to a friends place to give him t since he couldn't make it cause he was sick wink* wink * but really he was looking after all the people that mum works with (that was the second surprise). While they were over there i had to get 65 people out of our house and over to where mum and dad where (which is the Smith's house good family friend's of ours) to another 30 odd people. Mum had such a great night i even brought her a dress so that she wouldn't sook about having nothing to wear. It made me happy to help organise something like that for mum, we don't always get along to well but when we do its great.
She still can't believe how me and dad done it all for her. It took a few late night calls a pursuading but in the end it all worked out to be a very fun and late night.
Us youngers ones ended up walking back to my place around 1 when all of mum's friends starting dancing i don't think anyone wanted to see that. It was great to spend a bit of time with my two cousins we only lives 30mins away from each other yet we only see each other once a month or so.

All i got to see all my baby cousins for Sydney which was so so good too. They are all so cute. A the litttle girl i swear is like i was when i was a youngen. It's really hard not being able to see my family as much as i want to. People may not know this but i am a really family person. If you hurt my family you have me to deal with.

Scott didn't end up coming to Mums thing which i wasn't to happy about but anyway can't change the past now. I just wish had could have got to meet my family from Sydney.
Also Lucy didn't end up showing up to that made my night a whole lot better.
I got to see a old pal of mine, Justin, i don't get to so him often especailly with his new girlfriend. We sorta have a past sorta hard to explain but anyway i just wish we could catch up more.

The next day all the family went to feed the cows in the morning. The cows weren't use to being feed apples in the morning but they loved it anyway. Speaking i feeding the cows i actually forgot tonight but i did have dancing to that can be my excuse.
For the rest of the day i just spent with family, then once they leave i went straight to bed i was stuffed yet once it was my real bedtime i couldn't fall asleep at all i was up till 1 just thinking about stuff.

Simple Chores Of Life

I just came back from feeding the cows and bulls some apples and pears. Me, hamish and dad pick a bucket of apples from our fruit trees everyday for the past two weeks then see if we can finally feed the cows by hand. Dad has done it but i have not yet sadly. But there's laways another day.

I love being able to go a feed the cows, it's such a simple pleasure. You just chuck them the apples and watch them eat it, simple. They don't care if you smell from a hard day at the office, don't care what you look like and don't worry if you have no makeup on. All they want is their apples to enjoy their pleasure.

Simply the best. xx

Mothers.? and Brothers and Dad

Jane. My mum is a cultured one of that. I never stayed over night a Scott's place until a year after we had been together but yet its not that sort of thing that really annoys me its that i can't be fat ever. My mum calls my fat all the time when she's fat herself a size 12 when i'm a size 8 and thin and healthy. It just seems so strange to me i feel beautiful i always get called beautiful i feel beautiful but she can't see it. But don't get me wrong i love my mum and all but sometimes i'd just wish she'd understand a bit more about my feelings.
Hamish. My little brother is the favourite among mum he gets the cuddles and kisses and the i love yous when i get the your gut is sticking out, go do some exercise and your bum is huge. i love my little bro to bits i couldn't live without him but i wish i could just have a bit more love from my mum.
Dad. Mark. Well i can't really get a better dad he's amazing and loves me so much. He is a business man with skills. Sometimes i think i'm dads favourite.
Talk soon. T time!