Sorry I didn't write last night. The gym is so much better than I imagined. It's great.I'd quit school now to work there but I know I wont. I started at 830am and did some Aqua, flex n' core and I took my own personal training session. It was such a great day. I even wrote done that cleaning was one of my favourite things to do there. I really don't mind wiping sweat off machines. I'm really fine with it, which is strange because I never clean. I hanged out with this trainer,Tyson, he's so much fun and he can make wicked voices with his voice. I couldn't stop laughing. We had a good time together but he made the day go too quick. Some of the other trainers thought we known each other out of the gym but we don't and that we act like brother and sister. Because we're always arguing but it's in a fun way. Can't wait to go to work today. Louise (SCott's cousin) is taking me.
I'm missing Scott he love the first two presents so far, a bag of lollies and DVD.
Annalisa the Happy
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Gym Day 2
Argh today was an early start 6am! and I had to get up at 5 to get ready.
When I got there I watched a spin class it looked so hard. Then I joined in on a pump class. It was such a great workout for my arms.
I helped with some personal training sessions, this one trainer works her people harder I think.
Then I had Step Attack, It was good but it hurt my knees alot. This one was a bit more dancy so that was really fun.
Then there was a living longer living stronger class, this is for older ladies and keeping them fit and healthy. I think it was good for the gym to have a class for this age group. The ladies were very talkative and lous. Also they are stuck in there ways so if they didn't want to do something they wouldn't. I tried not to laugh. :) I also think it would be quite a challenge for a trainer to come up with a circuit and stretches because you have to be careful that the ladies don't injure themselves.
I was waiting for Tracy to keep me up when the part owner walked up to me and offered me a traineeship! I so happy and thankful that they have offered me still but I'm still not sure on wait I want to do.
I finished at 1:30 then had a 4 hour sleep.
Annalisa
When I got there I watched a spin class it looked so hard. Then I joined in on a pump class. It was such a great workout for my arms.
I helped with some personal training sessions, this one trainer works her people harder I think.
Then I had Step Attack, It was good but it hurt my knees alot. This one was a bit more dancy so that was really fun.
Then there was a living longer living stronger class, this is for older ladies and keeping them fit and healthy. I think it was good for the gym to have a class for this age group. The ladies were very talkative and lous. Also they are stuck in there ways so if they didn't want to do something they wouldn't. I tried not to laugh. :) I also think it would be quite a challenge for a trainer to come up with a circuit and stretches because you have to be careful that the ladies don't injure themselves.
I was waiting for Tracy to keep me up when the part owner walked up to me and offered me a traineeship! I so happy and thankful that they have offered me still but I'm still not sure on wait I want to do.
I finished at 1:30 then had a 4 hour sleep.
Annalisa
Monday, May 25, 2009
Not Happy
Omg so angry my friend forgot to put the bag of lollies in Scott's locker. I'm not happy. It has ruined the whole week of presents. :(
But I told her to put two presents on Wednesday instead.
Argh missing Scott. I'm sending my love to you baby!
Anna
But I told her to put two presents on Wednesday instead.
Argh missing Scott. I'm sending my love to you baby!
Anna
Gym Day 1
Hello my friends, I can't believe I'm posting tonight I'm so so tired. But I thought I better with my work experience and all.
I got there at 8am. The people there are great, really friendly and helpful. I was scared that I would be annoying them, me coming to there work but they couldn't be more welcoming. I watched one personal training lesson and then joined in on the next one. And wow they work you hard, in some parts the rest wasn't that bad. I was proud of myself for doing so well. But I couldn't run up and down the stairs because of my knees.
I helped in a concletation. Which was a good learning thing.
I helped with the Aqua class, it was so much fun. It was helping excisering older people in the pool. I was out of the pool though. There was this one man there, John, and he was the sweetest man. He was very much a ladies man back in his day. :)
I helped out with some other training and paperwork stuff, which was good.
They said I looked like a people person which was good! :) That's what is on my resume. They also said to go up to people work are working out and to just talk to them. I loved doing that, and I also met some interesting people. The trainer said that not many work experience kids have the confidence to do that and he said I did a great job. :) Smiling!
I finished at 4:30 then went down the street to buy a jumper its so so cold today, it hasn't stopped raining.
Annalisa
I got there at 8am. The people there are great, really friendly and helpful. I was scared that I would be annoying them, me coming to there work but they couldn't be more welcoming. I watched one personal training lesson and then joined in on the next one. And wow they work you hard, in some parts the rest wasn't that bad. I was proud of myself for doing so well. But I couldn't run up and down the stairs because of my knees.
I helped in a concletation. Which was a good learning thing.
I helped with the Aqua class, it was so much fun. It was helping excisering older people in the pool. I was out of the pool though. There was this one man there, John, and he was the sweetest man. He was very much a ladies man back in his day. :)
I helped out with some other training and paperwork stuff, which was good.
They said I looked like a people person which was good! :) That's what is on my resume. They also said to go up to people work are working out and to just talk to them. I loved doing that, and I also met some interesting people. The trainer said that not many work experience kids have the confidence to do that and he said I did a great job. :) Smiling!
I finished at 4:30 then went down the street to buy a jumper its so so cold today, it hasn't stopped raining.
Annalisa
Sunday, May 24, 2009
My New Home
Well I'm at Tracy's place, I thought she lived with flat mates but to my surprise she lives with her parnter and daughter, she also has a son but he lives with his dad. Wow I dídn't know that much before I got here ey. They're are so nice and welcoming I feel very safe here. Sorta wish I was staying the whole week.
I can't remember if I start at 8 or 8:30 tomorrow ek! I think I'll just got with 8 just in case.
I'm starting to miss Scott. He's been sending me really cute messages. :) Argh I'm going to miss him this week.
Well I better go, I think I should go out to the lounge room and stay social.
Annalisa the missed?
I can't remember if I start at 8 or 8:30 tomorrow ek! I think I'll just got with 8 just in case.
I'm starting to miss Scott. He's been sending me really cute messages. :) Argh I'm going to miss him this week.
Well I better go, I think I should go out to the lounge room and stay social.
Annalisa the missed?
I miss Scotty
I don't want to leave Scott for a week I'll miss him too much. At least he'll have a bit of me with him with the presents I got him. I gave to last of the presents to Jayde today. I hope he has a good week. Argh I just want to cuddle him now.
Anna
Anna
Weekend Troubles
Last night was great. I also got to catc up with my friend Maggie who moved schools ths year. In my opinion she's growing up too fast in a sexual way. Both me and Justin were very upset with this. Me and him are like the young guardians of our group of family friends and we don't like when they act badly. I was disappointed in Maggie, I couldn't believe what she had done. But I can't stand mad at her. All I can do is try and help her.
After t we went back to family B for a cuppa. It was good fun. :)
This morning I went to the footy. Hamish won :) I don't get the ball enough though. I needs to get more drive for the ball. I started to watched the u-16's match actually it was really good but I ended up leaving before the first quarter finished.
I've spent the rest of the day packing for work experience. I'm leaving soon. I hope I'll be able to use the internet while I'm there.
Annalisa
After t we went back to family B for a cuppa. It was good fun. :)
This morning I went to the footy. Hamish won :) I don't get the ball enough though. I needs to get more drive for the ball. I started to watched the u-16's match actually it was really good but I ended up leaving before the first quarter finished.
I've spent the rest of the day packing for work experience. I'm leaving soon. I hope I'll be able to use the internet while I'm there.
Annalisa
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Justin's Visit
Well I home. Sick of homework. And JUSTIN invited me to his place well his mum's he's down for the weekend. :) I'm so happy to see him, I haven't seen him for ages. As I've said before we were really good mates a while back. It's really sad that we don't get to see each other as often as I would like. Scott doesn't really like him and yer never never really said why. I don't bother asking any more. When we first started going out it use to really bug me. But now I know that me and Scott will always have friends that sometimes the other wont like, we've learnt to except that.
Justin is a bit older than me not by that much really, but older enough that you can see a difference. Being around him now (he's playing pool with Hamish) I feel younger. I feel more like a kid with me. When we were younger he was like a big brother to me, he always looked after me. I want to look after him now after he's done so much for me. He's having girlfriend troubles, I want to help but he wont let me in. I just hope he knows that I'm there for him whenever he wants.
We're all going out for t. He's leaving tomorrow and I know that once he leaves this weekend that he wont be back for a while well to see me at least. So I want to spend a much time with him as I can.
He's a cool big brother because we never fight (except one time) and he makes me laugh so much. He's a good brother :)
Annalisa xx
Justin is a bit older than me not by that much really, but older enough that you can see a difference. Being around him now (he's playing pool with Hamish) I feel younger. I feel more like a kid with me. When we were younger he was like a big brother to me, he always looked after me. I want to look after him now after he's done so much for me. He's having girlfriend troubles, I want to help but he wont let me in. I just hope he knows that I'm there for him whenever he wants.
We're all going out for t. He's leaving tomorrow and I know that once he leaves this weekend that he wont be back for a while well to see me at least. So I want to spend a much time with him as I can.
He's a cool big brother because we never fight (except one time) and he makes me laugh so much. He's a good brother :)
Annalisa xx
Work and Play
Argh today all I'm doing today is photo stuff it's taking forever. But no need to worry I get to let my hair down tonight we family friends.
Anna
Anna
Treats for my Boy
I got the last of Scott's presents today. I really hope he likes them. I think he will. I've got him something different every day. Friday at school Scott said how cool it would be to have a random bag of lollies in his locker so that's what he is getting :) on Monday.
Anna the Aussie Santa
Anna the Aussie Santa
Birthday and Presents
Last night was uncle ryans birthday it was so much fun. But I wished Scott was there.
Guess what as you know I've got work experience next week so I'll be away from Scott. So what I'm doing I'm getting my friend to put a present in his locker everyday :) Except Tuesday cause he isn't at school that day. I wish I would be there to see him open the presents but I know he'll appreciate it. I only hope he doesn't find out who's putting the presents in there for me.
Annalisa
Guess what as you know I've got work experience next week so I'll be away from Scott. So what I'm doing I'm getting my friend to put a present in his locker everyday :) Except Tuesday cause he isn't at school that day. I wish I would be there to see him open the presents but I know he'll appreciate it. I only hope he doesn't find out who's putting the presents in there for me.
Annalisa
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Scott and Treats
My lovely sweet boyfriend borught me bath oil when he had the day off on Tuesday. What a sweetie. I used it today so good. It smells like coconut. I love Scott
Annalisa the coconut
Annalisa the coconut
Tired and Stressed
Well school was ok I guess didn't really have the best day. Period 5 I just couldn't stop thinking I can't wait till today is over. I was with Scott all day today but we hanged out with his friends I didn't mind but today I just wanted it to be us. But of course today was the day he wanted to be with his friends because it was a nice day so he could kick the footy with him. I've been so so so tired lately. It been making me grumpy. For the last week I haven't been getting to sleep till 11 at the earliest and its killing me. I'm just so tired.
Morning and Night I've got no energy or brain. I feel sorry for my friend,Meg because I said I'd bring a hair straightener in for her and I haven't yet. I just forgot every day. I've been sad and not concentrating that well. I'll bring it tomorrow I have to. Scott and me were good today. He played the footy game and recess with his mates and it was so so funny. :) I miss him now. By the way we're not spending thisweekend together he's got to work again, which sucks because I wont get to see him all weekend and next week because of work experience at a gym I can't wait but I'll miss him so much. We haven't seen each other on the weekend for three weeks counting this weekend. Lets hope he changes his mind and doesn't have to work. I'm so tired.
Talk soon I hope
Anna
Morning and Night I've got no energy or brain. I feel sorry for my friend,Meg because I said I'd bring a hair straightener in for her and I haven't yet. I just forgot every day. I've been sad and not concentrating that well. I'll bring it tomorrow I have to. Scott and me were good today. He played the footy game and recess with his mates and it was so so funny. :) I miss him now. By the way we're not spending thisweekend together he's got to work again, which sucks because I wont get to see him all weekend and next week because of work experience at a gym I can't wait but I'll miss him so much. We haven't seen each other on the weekend for three weeks counting this weekend. Lets hope he changes his mind and doesn't have to work. I'm so tired.
Talk soon I hope
Anna
Blogging
I'm sorry that I haven't blogged in a couple of days. My laptop was at a friend's place. I was dieing without having it. Even without those two days I worked out that my blog does really help me when I'm feeling and even happy. Becuase I can express myself and get all the bad stuff off my back. And keep the good stuff in my mind and re-live the moment.
I'm sorry if I worried you guys as you know I haven't been feeling the best.
Anna
I'm sorry if I worried you guys as you know I haven't been feeling the best.
Anna
Monday, May 18, 2009
Happy Day
School was freaking great! Well classes were shit. But me and Scott were happy as happy. I didn't say anything about the Deb or this weekend. We just had a good time together. It was perfect. We palyed this coin game. Scott cheated, I tried to but he always caught me out. :(
Scott even asked me to his place Friday I can't wait. Just me and him (well and his family) together.
Today was a really great happy. I'm happy
Scott even asked me to his place Friday I can't wait. Just me and him (well and his family) together.
Today was a really great happy. I'm happy
Weekend
Saturday and Sunday went along pretty much the same, at quite slow speed. Saturday I went to the gym with mummy dear and had my aunties birthday that night. Had the best desert Lemon Meringue Pie so yummy its my favourite. I want that to be my birthday cake this year. Hope Scott will read this post :)
Dear Scott please get me Lemon Meringue Pie for my birthday :)
Sunday I slept in till 11am !
Went to nan and Puppa's place for Kayla's brithday so much fun!
Annalisa.
By the way had the worst sleep last night I only got to sleep at like 1 something am !
Dear Scott please get me Lemon Meringue Pie for my birthday :)
Sunday I slept in till 11am !
Went to nan and Puppa's place for Kayla's brithday so much fun!
Annalisa.
By the way had the worst sleep last night I only got to sleep at like 1 something am !
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Friday: Twilight and Books
Friday.
On Friday after school I got a friend over. We're not really that close but we still talk in class. She (Nina) hadn't been over to my pplace since grade four. How crazy I know. She came over because I asked her and that her DVD player wasn't working and she hadn't watched twilight yet. I doesn't hurt to be nice ey? She had gone through some hard times with her dad lately so I thought I'd give her a bit of a break. Nina's a lovely girl.
When we were watching the movie and talking I sorta realised why we weren't close any-more. We're great friends but we'll never be that close we're to very differen't people. I can trust her very much, but I can't have as much fun like I do with like my other friends.
It was a good afternoon/almost night. She went home pretty early. When Nina left I went to bed and read for over 2 hours. Reading our English book which we're reading in class, but I love it do much I took it home to read ahead and finish it. It's a pretty short book but a good one at that. It's called The Story of Tom Brennan by J.C Burke. I went to bed pretty late.
Annalisa the Reader
On Friday after school I got a friend over. We're not really that close but we still talk in class. She (Nina) hadn't been over to my pplace since grade four. How crazy I know. She came over because I asked her and that her DVD player wasn't working and she hadn't watched twilight yet. I doesn't hurt to be nice ey? She had gone through some hard times with her dad lately so I thought I'd give her a bit of a break. Nina's a lovely girl.
When we were watching the movie and talking I sorta realised why we weren't close any-more. We're great friends but we'll never be that close we're to very differen't people. I can trust her very much, but I can't have as much fun like I do with like my other friends.
It was a good afternoon/almost night. She went home pretty early. When Nina left I went to bed and read for over 2 hours. Reading our English book which we're reading in class, but I love it do much I took it home to read ahead and finish it. It's a pretty short book but a good one at that. It's called The Story of Tom Brennan by J.C Burke. I went to bed pretty late.
Annalisa the Reader
Words Coming Out
I've got so much to say. I'm sorry. I feel bad for not blogging all weekend. I'm more sorry because I can't make it up to you guys yet. I'm going to my Nan and Puppa's place for t and the afternoon to celebrate Kayla's birthday. Which was Friday. Alot has happened this weekend. Well sort of. Scott worked all weekend again. Two weeks in a row. :( But it's good because he's making money, which is what he wants to for the time being. It's hard for me sometimes but I know it's going to pay for next year for us and this Christmas. I love my Scott dearly and I know he's away from me for the right reasons.
Well I'll blog as much as I can now until I get yelled at that we're leaving!
I love Scott D'Arcy
Annalisa x x
Well I'll blog as much as I can now until I get yelled at that we're leaving!
I love Scott D'Arcy
Annalisa x x
Scared of Myself
I'm not going to lie I have been avoiding my blog all weekend. I was scared to know what I was going to write in my next post. But I'm here now and I know that this blog is a part of who I am. I guess in my last post I was trying to figure out myself and it sort of scared me a bit. I don't know. Thank you Barry and Sandy for helping me. Well I'm not all better but I know I'm going to figure myself out.
Thank you my motivation.
Anna
Thank you my motivation.
Anna
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Insecure?
I think I can get very insecure sometimes. I don't get all down now myself that badly but I do get scared about what other people are thinking about me and what Scott is thinking.
I don't know it's just sometimes I act really weird and the only word I can really describe it as is insecure. Like I didn't see Scott last weekend which was ok but now we're not seeing each other this weekend either, I get sorta scared. I hate it. I keep asking if I can come over anyway and silly stuff. And it annoys Scott. I don't mean to but I just do it. I've only started doing this in the last couple of months.
I've also been wanting kisses and cuddles and that more. It's like I need to feel Scott close to me again to feel safe and secure again. It's only been lately and I don't want to be like this anymore. I want to go back to normal. I know if I keep stressing about it I'm going to end up in a bad state of mind.
I've been getting angry at my self easily.
If Scott says a joke to me I've been taking it the wrong way which I wouldn't normally do. Sometimes I start crying. Then I few minutes later I'll be back to normal and then feel bad for making him think he upset me and that I let myself get that way.
It's also been happening in class sometimes with my mates.
I'm feel vulnerable.
Anna the Worried Again :(
I don't know it's just sometimes I act really weird and the only word I can really describe it as is insecure. Like I didn't see Scott last weekend which was ok but now we're not seeing each other this weekend either, I get sorta scared. I hate it. I keep asking if I can come over anyway and silly stuff. And it annoys Scott. I don't mean to but I just do it. I've only started doing this in the last couple of months.
I've also been wanting kisses and cuddles and that more. It's like I need to feel Scott close to me again to feel safe and secure again. It's only been lately and I don't want to be like this anymore. I want to go back to normal. I know if I keep stressing about it I'm going to end up in a bad state of mind.
I've been getting angry at my self easily.
If Scott says a joke to me I've been taking it the wrong way which I wouldn't normally do. Sometimes I start crying. Then I few minutes later I'll be back to normal and then feel bad for making him think he upset me and that I let myself get that way.
It's also been happening in class sometimes with my mates.
I'm feel vulnerable.
Anna the Worried Again :(
Pretty Nails Wins Hearts
I just put the second coat of hardening nail polish on. I swear I can see a difference.
Scott did!
I couldn't believe it. He noticed my nails today. I was so happy. I never know how much Scott takes notice of things. It's so amazing :) I couldn't stop smiling when he said my nails looked pretty today. I was like awwww!
Scott was doing what I was meant to be doing in a way. A few posts ago I said I would try and notice the smaller things in life that make me happy without realising they do. And now Scott did. But in a way I did notice a small thing that made me totally happy, a compliment from Scott.
He's makes me so happy without even realising it. I love him.
Anna the Pretty Nails :)
Scott did!
I couldn't believe it. He noticed my nails today. I was so happy. I never know how much Scott takes notice of things. It's so amazing :) I couldn't stop smiling when he said my nails looked pretty today. I was like awwww!
Scott was doing what I was meant to be doing in a way. A few posts ago I said I would try and notice the smaller things in life that make me happy without realising they do. And now Scott did. But in a way I did notice a small thing that made me totally happy, a compliment from Scott.
He's makes me so happy without even realising it. I love him.
Anna the Pretty Nails :)
Boy and Sun
On the bus again. Boy was more calm today. He wasn't watching what was happening on the world of the bus. No one felt like making his head boil today. Lucky I thought. He was content with what he was doing. Yet I wasn't, he was intentionally causing himself pain.
The bus was going towards where the sunrise would rise. He was facing the other way. He was facing the back of the bus. Looking into to the strong rays of light from the sun. You could seeing it was causing him agony, his eyes were watering and keep on blinking, still though it all he keep looking into the light. You could almost say it was a game for him.
Whenever the sun went behind the clouds and behind the shadows of the trees he would more his head to try to see it again. I couldn't understand why he was doing it.
When the Sun was back he looked further into it. He squinted his eyes. Trying to look deeper into the bright light as if he was trying to find something.
Boy....
The bus was going towards where the sunrise would rise. He was facing the other way. He was facing the back of the bus. Looking into to the strong rays of light from the sun. You could seeing it was causing him agony, his eyes were watering and keep on blinking, still though it all he keep looking into the light. You could almost say it was a game for him.
Whenever the sun went behind the clouds and behind the shadows of the trees he would more his head to try to see it again. I couldn't understand why he was doing it.
When the Sun was back he looked further into it. He squinted his eyes. Trying to look deeper into the bright light as if he was trying to find something.
Boy....
A sad time
Today was good I guess. Me and Scott didn't have to best day. We argued a bit. Not much but a bit to ruin the day. I was pretty upset. So yer.
But We both said our sorries. And he gave me a kiss at the end of lunch.
And we've been sending some cute texts to each other.
I hate it when we fight, I hate making him upset and angry.
But It's all better, well I think so.
Anna
But We both said our sorries. And he gave me a kiss at the end of lunch.
And we've been sending some cute texts to each other.
I hate it when we fight, I hate making him upset and angry.
But It's all better, well I think so.
Anna
Yesterday's News
Well yesterday as you all know I had a interview with a photographer from the local paper! Well I got news for you! He canceled!!!!!!! He said he was to busy.
I was already on the bus there. I wasn't happy. I carried my bag, laptop and camera through the streets in pouring rain and I mean pouring. But I keep walking to the Newspaper place I thought maybe he might by there and not actually that busy but when I got there he was out. So I left my portfolio there.
While I was in town I brought some nail polish to make my nails grow longer and stronger. :)
Hip Hop was great!
But there was a new girl. Please I'm not trying to be mean but she is a freak! She isn't a dancer. I'm sorry I must sound awful but seriously she isn't suited to dancing. Even all the others girls said it. We're all hoping she'll quit. Wow that does sound bad. But yer anyways....
Sorry I didn't post last night I was so tired.
Annalisa
I was already on the bus there. I wasn't happy. I carried my bag, laptop and camera through the streets in pouring rain and I mean pouring. But I keep walking to the Newspaper place I thought maybe he might by there and not actually that busy but when I got there he was out. So I left my portfolio there.
While I was in town I brought some nail polish to make my nails grow longer and stronger. :)
Hip Hop was great!
But there was a new girl. Please I'm not trying to be mean but she is a freak! She isn't a dancer. I'm sorry I must sound awful but seriously she isn't suited to dancing. Even all the others girls said it. We're all hoping she'll quit. Wow that does sound bad. But yer anyways....
Sorry I didn't post last night I was so tired.
Annalisa
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Dancing Fun
Just got home from dancing. It was very tiring. But fun, it was good to have a talk with Alice again, Kellie is in Queensland. I found out we have a new student which I'll met tomorrow. I don't like myself for it but I'm never as welcoming to new dancers at our school.I think it's because I don't like sudden changes very much. Unless I already know that they are going to be good.
Dance workout was hard as usually. We have to do this hold for a minute and we haven't done it in a while and of course we had to do it today. And well it killed me I was shaking in the last 20 seconds, I didn't think I'd be able to last but I did.
Toni was in a usually good mood which was good, I even got a few smiles out of her. :)
Think I better go have a shower.
Annalisa the Dancer :)
Dance workout was hard as usually. We have to do this hold for a minute and we haven't done it in a while and of course we had to do it today. And well it killed me I was shaking in the last 20 seconds, I didn't think I'd be able to last but I did.
Toni was in a usually good mood which was good, I even got a few smiles out of her. :)
Think I better go have a shower.
Annalisa the Dancer :)
Dancing
I've got ballet tonight and dance workout. But no hulu, our teacher can't make :(
And I missed Hulu last week too. Hopefully the girls can catch me up in ballet.
I'm loving our contemporary dance its so so so good the music is great and so are the steps. :)
And I missed Hulu last week too. Hopefully the girls can catch me up in ballet.
I'm loving our contemporary dance its so so so good the music is great and so are the steps. :)
School Day
School went by in a blur and so quickly.
We played hand ball in P.E in was ok. After a few falls though I might add. It was girls on girls and we all got a bit rough. But fun all the same. Alot of girls had a sook about the boys ruining the game and that but ar well who cares, it is just a game after all. It didn't worry me that much when two guys joined our game, it made it more exciting. Yet some girls had to whine about it. Of course not everybody can stay happy when it's not going their way. But don't get me wrong I get like that to.
Double maths. :0 A maths test. It was open book so I think I done pretty well. Well lets just all hope I did. I like my maths so I don't like it when I don't get a good mark. I'm hoping for the best. In the 90's would be good. :)
Then Humanities which was good as we got to was a movie. I enjoyed it, we haven't finished it yet it's about Al Copone. Me and my friend, Lilly have really liked learning about him. I don't want to movie to end.
English last. Our teacher read to us, the book is ok. As usual I block out what she is saying and read ahead.
Talk soon
Anna
We played hand ball in P.E in was ok. After a few falls though I might add. It was girls on girls and we all got a bit rough. But fun all the same. Alot of girls had a sook about the boys ruining the game and that but ar well who cares, it is just a game after all. It didn't worry me that much when two guys joined our game, it made it more exciting. Yet some girls had to whine about it. Of course not everybody can stay happy when it's not going their way. But don't get me wrong I get like that to.
Double maths. :0 A maths test. It was open book so I think I done pretty well. Well lets just all hope I did. I like my maths so I don't like it when I don't get a good mark. I'm hoping for the best. In the 90's would be good. :)
Then Humanities which was good as we got to was a movie. I enjoyed it, we haven't finished it yet it's about Al Copone. Me and my friend, Lilly have really liked learning about him. I don't want to movie to end.
English last. Our teacher read to us, the book is ok. As usual I block out what she is saying and read ahead.
Talk soon
Anna
Essay
Hello,
So as I said before I'm staying after school to do my essay. I hope it goes well. I don't know why but I'm really scared about doing the conclusion. It's the only part I haven't done even before I had it. A bit stressful.
I'm still reading the quote book, especially when I want to hear something happy. I'm also reading Twilight again it's taking a bit longer this time, as I think I'm a bit busier.
Anyways its school time now. Cya
Anna
So as I said before I'm staying after school to do my essay. I hope it goes well. I don't know why but I'm really scared about doing the conclusion. It's the only part I haven't done even before I had it. A bit stressful.
I'm still reading the quote book, especially when I want to hear something happy. I'm also reading Twilight again it's taking a bit longer this time, as I think I'm a bit busier.
Anyways its school time now. Cya
Anna
Before School
Well I'm going to curl my hair then do the ringlet thing that Sammie said. Thanks for the advice.
Yummy honey on toast and a chocolate for breaky.
Somehow I still don't think my essay is the best. Maybe I'll post it up here one day.
Scott ins't at school today. :(
Anna
Yummy honey on toast and a chocolate for breaky.
Somehow I still don't think my essay is the best. Maybe I'll post it up here one day.
Scott ins't at school today. :(
Anna
Monday, May 11, 2009
Photographic Magic
I can't stop looking at the photo I took it the forest on the "Passion of Mine" post.
It just looks magical doesn't it?
And still it reminds me of Twilight when Bella and Edward are talking and Edward showing his strengths in the forest. So beautiful.
I'm really proud of the photos I took in the forest. I'm learning so much now and I can really see the improvement.
Can't wait for the work experience at the local paper its going to be such a learning curve of for me. :) So pumped! The photographer there is meant to be a really good teacher from what I've heard. Since it's only a smaller paper hopefully he will have more time to teach me things. Scott's cousin said she can get me into a larger paper so I think I'll go there later on in the year. :)
I love Scott's family. His mummy is amazing, she is the nicest person I've ever met. She's always been so welcoming to be and excepted who I am. I proud to have a mother-in-law like her. Jenny is wonderful!
Annalisa the excited!
It just looks magical doesn't it?
And still it reminds me of Twilight when Bella and Edward are talking and Edward showing his strengths in the forest. So beautiful.
I'm really proud of the photos I took in the forest. I'm learning so much now and I can really see the improvement.
Can't wait for the work experience at the local paper its going to be such a learning curve of for me. :) So pumped! The photographer there is meant to be a really good teacher from what I've heard. Since it's only a smaller paper hopefully he will have more time to teach me things. Scott's cousin said she can get me into a larger paper so I think I'll go there later on in the year. :)
I love Scott's family. His mummy is amazing, she is the nicest person I've ever met. She's always been so welcoming to be and excepted who I am. I proud to have a mother-in-law like her. Jenny is wonderful!
Annalisa the excited!
Hair of Facts ?
Hello I'm out of the bath and very tired. I'd just like to say that I can never sleep if my hair is very wet. It has to bed almost all dry before I can fall asleep. Random fact from the book of Annalisa. :)
Does anyone have any good ideas on how to do my hair tomorrow. Its shoulder length well a bit longer and a fringe that almost needs a cut.
So what style? (I'll check my blog when I get up)
Argh I feel like cordial and we have none :(
Think I might be starting to get a cold. :( Lets hope its just passing. :)
Scott has gone to sleep, its strange I miss him so much more when he's aleep but I'm happy because I know his safe. I get scared when he's out riding or at work. I love you Scotty Boy.
Annalisa
Does anyone have any good ideas on how to do my hair tomorrow. Its shoulder length well a bit longer and a fringe that almost needs a cut.
So what style? (I'll check my blog when I get up)
Argh I feel like cordial and we have none :(
Think I might be starting to get a cold. :( Lets hope its just passing. :)
Scott has gone to sleep, its strange I miss him so much more when he's aleep but I'm happy because I know his safe. I get scared when he's out riding or at work. I love you Scotty Boy.
Annalisa
Quote of the Day
"And feel that I am happier than I know."
John Milton, English Poet 1608-74
Am I happier than I know?
I think so. There and so many little things that nobady pays enough attention to. Not me, not you. I aim to pay more attention to the little things in life. Things that make me smile without even knowing. If I remember them which I aim to do I'll write them in a post. I know I wont write one every day but I'll try. :)
When I'm happy I don't notice the passing of time. I'm living the time that I have, I'm not worrying. Even if I'm totally upset and I pretend to be happy its turns out I am. Because somehow in that short time someone will say something nice to me and make my day. I know I'm just blahhing on but I think this is serious with all the suicdes and people with depression these days we need so show more happiness and spread it on.
This is going to sound lame but its the only way I can explain it......
You put too much jam on one slice of bread, then what do you do? You get another slice of bread and put the excess jam on it.
A.K.A Jam = Happiness. When you have a lot of happiness in your life pass it on and also be thankful for what you have. Lots of Jam :)
Anna the Jam :)
John Milton, English Poet 1608-74
Am I happier than I know?
I think so. There and so many little things that nobady pays enough attention to. Not me, not you. I aim to pay more attention to the little things in life. Things that make me smile without even knowing. If I remember them which I aim to do I'll write them in a post. I know I wont write one every day but I'll try. :)
When I'm happy I don't notice the passing of time. I'm living the time that I have, I'm not worrying. Even if I'm totally upset and I pretend to be happy its turns out I am. Because somehow in that short time someone will say something nice to me and make my day. I know I'm just blahhing on but I think this is serious with all the suicdes and people with depression these days we need so show more happiness and spread it on.
This is going to sound lame but its the only way I can explain it......
You put too much jam on one slice of bread, then what do you do? You get another slice of bread and put the excess jam on it.
A.K.A Jam = Happiness. When you have a lot of happiness in your life pass it on and also be thankful for what you have. Lots of Jam :)
Anna the Jam :)
Debutante Stuff
I'm in love with Scott. :) He doesn't want to do the Debutante with me and I don't know why. He just said it's not his thing and he just doesn't want to. But argh I would love to do it with him so much. He said he still wants me to do it and with anyone else. If I do do the Deb with someone else I'd want him to come to my Deb. But I'm not sure if he would. I've asked him to and he said I guess. Hmm I hope that is a defiant yes.
I've got an idea on who I want to do it with but yer he would like to too but he's not sure because he doesn't want to upset Scott. I said that Scott is fine with it, which is what he has told me so yer I don't know. There are heaps of good guys in my year, I just got to get one of them to say yes.
I might be able to do it this year or if I can't, I'll do it next year. It doesn't really worry me.
I've already started trying to dresses they are so pretty. I only really want to this Deb to dress up and look really beautiful. The ones that I've tried on so far aren't even that expensive. :)
Annalisa
I've got an idea on who I want to do it with but yer he would like to too but he's not sure because he doesn't want to upset Scott. I said that Scott is fine with it, which is what he has told me so yer I don't know. There are heaps of good guys in my year, I just got to get one of them to say yes.
I might be able to do it this year or if I can't, I'll do it next year. It doesn't really worry me.
I've already started trying to dresses they are so pretty. I only really want to this Deb to dress up and look really beautiful. The ones that I've tried on so far aren't even that expensive. :)
Annalisa
Christmas and ......
I was talking to Scott at recess about what he wants for Christmas I know early ey?
All he said was that this Christmas will be big for us.
I was happy but I didn't know why it would be. He said he would be making more money. (So will I:). He'll finish the schooling year sooner than me, which I'm not looking forward to. So he'll be working while I'm at school. He's got two jobs now. And next year who knows what he'll be doing as a job or where he'll even be. I'm worried that we wont get to see each other that much. I'm such a; quote "worry-head" as one of my friends called me and sadly its true.
I know Christmas will be great with Scott and I'm going to try and spend as much time with him onthe holidays. :)
Anna loves her Scott
All he said was that this Christmas will be big for us.
I was happy but I didn't know why it would be. He said he would be making more money. (So will I:). He'll finish the schooling year sooner than me, which I'm not looking forward to. So he'll be working while I'm at school. He's got two jobs now. And next year who knows what he'll be doing as a job or where he'll even be. I'm worried that we wont get to see each other that much. I'm such a; quote "worry-head" as one of my friends called me and sadly its true.
I know Christmas will be great with Scott and I'm going to try and spend as much time with him onthe holidays. :)
Anna loves her Scott
Art Crisis Gone!
I had double art first up. My teacher helped me, I was so happy I think I've found what I've been looking for in my essay. Its looking good. I've done all the paragraphs but I still have to conclusion which I will do after school with my art teacher again. I'm happy with what I have done so far.
She said that I wont loss marks for not having my research notes because she has seen what I have done. :) I was so scared she wouldn't.
Anna
She said that I wont loss marks for not having my research notes because she has seen what I have done. :) I was so scared she wouldn't.
Anna
Passion of Mine
Looking over the pictures I took Sunday. I realised how beautiful the Australian Forest is and how lucky I am to be so close to it. It is almost winter and there is moss and wet ground and the forest. It's amazing. It was cold but it didn't worry me because I was doing what I love. I know now that photography is my true passion. Whether I pursue it as a career or not I know it will always be apart of my life and me. I use to question my photography I didn't know if it was me or not. But it is. The images I take are me. Nobody can put there camera the way I do, only I can. It's only me. Argh I know I love photography.
I was lucky to be able to go out with a great photographer to go into the forest and learn. Hopefully I'll be able to more often, in newer places. A local photographer who works for the local paper called me and said that I'll be able to do some work experience with him early July.
Also I'll have work experience in a couple of weeks and a gym! I know this isn't you know my usual type of work but I want to try something different.
Anna in Love
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Book of Quotations
With the Book of Quotations I've started to highlight all the ones that I like. There's quite a few. I think I might add a few in sometimes. I would some some of my words end up in a quote book one day.
"Le coeur a ses raisons qye le raison ne connait point."
(The heart has its reasons, of which reason knows nothing)
Blaise Pascel
"Le coeur a ses raisons qye le raison ne connait point."
(The heart has its reasons, of which reason knows nothing)
Blaise Pascel
Night Scare
T was good. Kayla and her family was there and Nanna and Puppa.
We went back to my uncle's place and had desert it was so good and chocolatly.
All us kids played this game where we through a ball to try and knock this tin thing over. It was pretty lame but still fun all the same.
Then...
The power went out. I screamed. We still played the throughing game even tho it was pitch black. Dad came is and tried to scare us, I got scared. It was fun though me and Kayla took photos of us together in the dark. We got some silly ones.
Blah.... Blah.... Blah it was a good night.
Fun all around
I'm tired
Annalisa
We went back to my uncle's place and had desert it was so good and chocolatly.
All us kids played this game where we through a ball to try and knock this tin thing over. It was pretty lame but still fun all the same.
Then...
The power went out. I screamed. We still played the throughing game even tho it was pitch black. Dad came is and tried to scare us, I got scared. It was fun though me and Kayla took photos of us together in the dark. We got some silly ones.
Blah.... Blah.... Blah it was a good night.
Fun all around
I'm tired
Annalisa
Fungi Fun!
Work Out Time!
I went to the gym with my Aunty and Cousin this morning for a hour and it killed me. I can't believe how fit my aunty is. It's crazy. I think I'm going to get a gym membership and go there more often I need to get fit again.
At the start
my aunty asked if I wanted a towel,
I said what for and
she said incase you sweat
I said no thanks.
In the end i needed that towel :)
I done 10mins of running to get my heart beat up then did some muscle stuff. I attempted to do 15rep 3 times lets say I didn't on every thing.
I loved the machines they had there was so many to chose from. :)
I'm definitely going again but I'll bring mum at least then I know I'll be able to bet someone :) Argh I'm so evil :)
Anna the not so fit.
By the way sorry I haven't been posting that much lately :(
At the start
my aunty asked if I wanted a towel,
I said what for and
she said incase you sweat
I said no thanks.
In the end i needed that towel :)
I done 10mins of running to get my heart beat up then did some muscle stuff. I attempted to do 15rep 3 times lets say I didn't on every thing.
I loved the machines they had there was so many to chose from. :)
I'm definitely going again but I'll bring mum at least then I know I'll be able to bet someone :) Argh I'm so evil :)
Anna the not so fit.
By the way sorry I haven't been posting that much lately :(
My Little Treats
Omg!!!!! I made so so so so so much money saturday well alot for me in one day.
With the wedding the bride wanted to chose some photos then print them out small and put the in a folder and put a number next to them. Then people that went to the wedding could order photos they wanted. With the photos she wanted for the folder I've already made over $500 dollars! And that's not even with her order or the people who went to the wedding.
I'm so proud of my self with making I'm own money now.
I've printed off the photos and while I was in town I brought some little presents for myself. I thought I deserved it. :) I got myself A book of Quotations (proud Barry?), a little digital photo frame key ring and lunch at macca's for me, dad and Hamish. I think I've got to give back to myself instead of putting it all into savings. I'm always giving to others especially Scott so I think I should give back to me abit.
Annalisa xx
With the wedding the bride wanted to chose some photos then print them out small and put the in a folder and put a number next to them. Then people that went to the wedding could order photos they wanted. With the photos she wanted for the folder I've already made over $500 dollars! And that's not even with her order or the people who went to the wedding.
I'm so proud of my self with making I'm own money now.
I've printed off the photos and while I was in town I brought some little presents for myself. I thought I deserved it. :) I got myself A book of Quotations (proud Barry?), a little digital photo frame key ring and lunch at macca's for me, dad and Hamish. I think I've got to give back to myself instead of putting it all into savings. I'm always giving to others especially Scott so I think I should give back to me abit.
Annalisa xx
Fresh Mind
I've been working on my essay slowly. I did alot Friday night. All I've got to do is fix it up and do the conclusion. But still none of it feels write. I can't hear the flow of words write. I don't know what to do. I haven't worked on it today so I might have a read of it with a fresh mind. Now.
Anna
Anna
Friday, May 8, 2009
Still in Crisis Mode
I'm not spending this weekend with Scott. :(
He is working all weekend.
But I think I'll be ringing him a bit :)
Argh so tired. I keep stressing about the essay. I've starting to re-write. But sadly I'm going to loss marks for not having my research and draft essay. I'm so so upset. I truly am like crazy. I need that book so much.
Anna the Upset.
He is working all weekend.
But I think I'll be ringing him a bit :)
Argh so tired. I keep stressing about the essay. I've starting to re-write. But sadly I'm going to loss marks for not having my research and draft essay. I'm so so upset. I truly am like crazy. I need that book so much.
Anna the Upset.
Art Crisis
Argh I can't believe how stressed out I am. I've lost my Studio Art folio and I can't find I any where I'm going crazy. It's got my essay in it, that is due in Wednesday. This is essay goes towards my major marks and everything. I was finished and now I have to start again I can't believe this. It can only happen to me. Argh I even broke down and cried, yes I know it doesn't help by crying but somehow it does help me.
I need to find, I really do if I don't find I I'm going to have to do my essay again which I have been working on for over a month. It was perfect. I was even in fornt of everyone but now I'm totally behind.
I need to find, I really do if I don't find I I'm going to have to do my essay again which I have been working on for over a month. It was perfect. I was even in fornt of everyone but now I'm totally behind.
Thursday, May 7, 2009
My Happy Beautiful Life
I'm so lucky.
I have a amazing man in my life. Scott D'Arcy. Who I'm deeply in love with. He treats me so well and respects me. As well as lovers we are also best friends. I know our future together is bright and full of rainbows. :) I love the time I have with him, it's full of laughs. We have our struggles like any couple and we always pull through. Our snuggles are the best thing in the world. What else can I say I'm in love.
My family is wonderful and beautiful. My mother as crazy as is but I love her to bits. We teach each other things and always have a great laugh together. My dad oh my dad he's a true Aussie, the cool fun-loving man. He's my inspiration and true hero. And my little brother Hamish I would go mad in my family without him. He gives me advice sometimes when I don't want it and always supports me.
My family as a whole is great (cousins, aunties, uncles, grandparents). They are full of happiness and would do anything for me. I can't believe how great they are and full of support. They also love Scott to pieces.
My friends are stunning. They keep me going through and through. They make me laugh and make me safe. They are my guardian angels. If I'm having a bad day or I'm fighting with Scott they are there for me and will stay over night whenever I need it. I can't thank them enough for being such great friends to me. They are have such beautiful hearts.
My photography is my passion. This is where I can show my dreams and inspirations through pictures. It's where I can snap away with not a care in the world. When I show me pictures to someone and they smile, that warms my heart up knowing I helped someone make their day.
My blog this place is my second mind. This is me, in sprirt form. I show my life, thoughts, feelings, ache and love right here. I'm thankful for the people who I'm able to share my life with and meet new people.
My animals thank you for always being happy and full of life for me.
I'm thankful for everything in my life.
Annalisa the luckiest girl in the world.
I have a amazing man in my life. Scott D'Arcy. Who I'm deeply in love with. He treats me so well and respects me. As well as lovers we are also best friends. I know our future together is bright and full of rainbows. :) I love the time I have with him, it's full of laughs. We have our struggles like any couple and we always pull through. Our snuggles are the best thing in the world. What else can I say I'm in love.
My family is wonderful and beautiful. My mother as crazy as is but I love her to bits. We teach each other things and always have a great laugh together. My dad oh my dad he's a true Aussie, the cool fun-loving man. He's my inspiration and true hero. And my little brother Hamish I would go mad in my family without him. He gives me advice sometimes when I don't want it and always supports me.
My family as a whole is great (cousins, aunties, uncles, grandparents). They are full of happiness and would do anything for me. I can't believe how great they are and full of support. They also love Scott to pieces.
My friends are stunning. They keep me going through and through. They make me laugh and make me safe. They are my guardian angels. If I'm having a bad day or I'm fighting with Scott they are there for me and will stay over night whenever I need it. I can't thank them enough for being such great friends to me. They are have such beautiful hearts.
My photography is my passion. This is where I can show my dreams and inspirations through pictures. It's where I can snap away with not a care in the world. When I show me pictures to someone and they smile, that warms my heart up knowing I helped someone make their day.
My blog this place is my second mind. This is me, in sprirt form. I show my life, thoughts, feelings, ache and love right here. I'm thankful for the people who I'm able to share my life with and meet new people.
My animals thank you for always being happy and full of life for me.
I'm thankful for everything in my life.
Annalisa the luckiest girl in the world.
My Day and Dull
Hello,
My day was sort of dull. :( Don't get me wrong I had a great day with Scott my classes were good but yet there was no excitement, usualy there is something that gets me thinking, yet not today. Everyone has those days yet this morning I thought today would be exciting.
I'm not a believer in horoscope yet I read mine every day but only because in the morning the music channel I watch has them at the bottom. Today mine said the my lover would not be romantic. It was wrong-ish, Scott wasn't overly romantic but he was still my sort of lovely for at school. At school Scott isn't that touchy (we're not aloud to be) but today I think he was a bit more. I got a cute kiss on my cheek and a few hand holds. :) But maybe I'm just reading into things because of the horoscope.
Science was good we had a leacturer come in so no work there. :)
I loved maths, I had some fun convo's with my friends. About penis's of course. It was a good laugh. I tried to well stay cool but I kept digging myself a hole. And I got caught out. Sorry if you don't get this it's more had to be there moment. There was even paper and stciky tape involved.
The walk home was dull, I think it's the weather, most of the blue skies have gone, it's all cloud. :(
Coco seems happy though playing with his toys. Oh so cute.
Anna
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Street Fashion Photography
I've been looking at Fashion Street Galleries on the internet. I've found some more great sites and great ideas. I can't wait to go out and take these photos. It's going to be sooo exciting. :)
I think I will have a portfolio just for these shots. As well as taking normal fashion shots on the street I would also like to take some pictures candid. I found a site that had on beautiful ones.
Ever since; well since few years ago I've had this thing for pregnancy in art. Last years I had a drawing and canvas painting of a pregnant and now I would love to take some pictures of real pregnant women. Women always look so beautiful when they are pregnant. I love it.
Annalisa the secret photographer....xx
I think I will have a portfolio just for these shots. As well as taking normal fashion shots on the street I would also like to take some pictures candid. I found a site that had on beautiful ones.
Ever since; well since few years ago I've had this thing for pregnancy in art. Last years I had a drawing and canvas painting of a pregnant and now I would love to take some pictures of real pregnant women. Women always look so beautiful when they are pregnant. I love it.
Annalisa the secret photographer....xx
Camera Club
Last night I had camera club which was good but it ended up a very late night. I learnt alot about the horizon line and blobs of white. With one of my pictures I entered it had a blob of white which I didn't even notice, I'll be sure to keep a look out for that in the future.
I'm happy to say that my sunset picture on the top of my blog has a almost perfect horizon :)
Very proud of myself.
In entered a picture of a man fishing in the sunset which I got second place, happy. :)
Also I'm now on the board, a representative for the junior members.
With the wedding on the weekend I know I will have to correct the horizon line; I'm not trying to make excuses for myself as I know it is my fault for those mistakes but I think that the horizonen wasn't always right because I was trying to take the picture quickly before the moment was gone.
Some might say I'm not learning enough in my club but I think learning the small things are most important because added up they make the picture.
So far I'm enjoying camera club and getting judged on my work. Also I'm meeting some great people. This weekend I'm hopefully going out with a Canadian photographer to learn some more skills before I go to Fiji. I won't be taking my laptop to Fiji I don't think so I will hopefully find a internet cafe somewhere.
Anna
I'm happy to say that my sunset picture on the top of my blog has a almost perfect horizon :)
Very proud of myself.
In entered a picture of a man fishing in the sunset which I got second place, happy. :)
Also I'm now on the board, a representative for the junior members.
With the wedding on the weekend I know I will have to correct the horizon line; I'm not trying to make excuses for myself as I know it is my fault for those mistakes but I think that the horizonen wasn't always right because I was trying to take the picture quickly before the moment was gone.
Some might say I'm not learning enough in my club but I think learning the small things are most important because added up they make the picture.
So far I'm enjoying camera club and getting judged on my work. Also I'm meeting some great people. This weekend I'm hopefully going out with a Canadian photographer to learn some more skills before I go to Fiji. I won't be taking my laptop to Fiji I don't think so I will hopefully find a internet cafe somewhere.
Anna
Camera Club's Late Night
I got home late last night from camera club. I can't wait to tell you what I learnt but that can wait till after school.
Scott is at school today :)
Anna
Scott is at school today :)
Anna
Monday, May 4, 2009
Outside Personality
WOW Wow wow
I've got a new idea!!!!!!!
Well the idea has been done before in magazines but I just figured out that I want to do it now. Just for a day or something.
The idea is going to the city to make a street gallery. I'll walk the streets of Melbourne (Barry jealous? :) with hopefully a friend who can be the journalist and we can go around and get pictures of people in great outfits. Everyone has their own sense of style and I want to capture it. This idea probably wont happened for a while but it will be great when it does.
I've always had a passion for fashion. (That rhymes:) Your style is showing your personality on the outside. I would love to be able to show your personality to the world.
Pictures that have been taken on the street always look amazing especially with style mixed into it.
Annalisa who shows your style to the world. XX
Have a look at www.stitsh.com it has some great street galleries.
I've got a new idea!!!!!!!
Well the idea has been done before in magazines but I just figured out that I want to do it now. Just for a day or something.
The idea is going to the city to make a street gallery. I'll walk the streets of Melbourne (Barry jealous? :) with hopefully a friend who can be the journalist and we can go around and get pictures of people in great outfits. Everyone has their own sense of style and I want to capture it. This idea probably wont happened for a while but it will be great when it does.
I've always had a passion for fashion. (That rhymes:) Your style is showing your personality on the outside. I would love to be able to show your personality to the world.
Pictures that have been taken on the street always look amazing especially with style mixed into it.
Annalisa who shows your style to the world. XX
Have a look at www.stitsh.com it has some great street galleries.
International Cleavage Day/Week
This is going to sound weird coming from a girl but I think there should be International Cleavage Day or Week.
What do you think?
Weather you have boobs or not a women love to show off their body and get compliments.That is only if they are recieving the nice ones. If there was a International Cleavage Day/Week you could show off your boobs and people would support you in a nice way. Maybe it could be a fundraiser for breast cancer.
Being able to show off boobs without being called a "Slut" or "Top Heavy" instead "Well done for supporting a good cause." Maybe I'm asking for too much.
xx
Please no one take ofence to this, this is only my opinion.
What do you think?
Weather you have boobs or not a women love to show off their body and get compliments.That is only if they are recieving the nice ones. If there was a International Cleavage Day/Week you could show off your boobs and people would support you in a nice way. Maybe it could be a fundraiser for breast cancer.
Being able to show off boobs without being called a "Slut" or "Top Heavy" instead "Well done for supporting a good cause." Maybe I'm asking for too much.
xx
Please no one take ofence to this, this is only my opinion.
How People See Me?
I'm writing this post as I am watching myself. I had a comment asking to write a post about how I think people see me. They thought it would help them understand me more.
I'll give you how some people see me in points:
-Well some people see skin first I don't like that, once I went to meet one of my friends other two friends and when we meet I knew they didn't like me so I walked off. I heard them say "Wow I never knew she was black." They said it in a way that they didn't want to have anything to do with me.
-There is a girl in my class who doesn't like me at all and it's just because she said I think I can always get what I want. And she thinks at school, that whenever I want something she thinks I can't always get it but I do. I don't really get that bit but that is what she said.
-After everything that has been going on with my photography, like how well I've been going with it so quickly and all my teachers say how motivated I am. :)
-Some people would say I'm pushy because I like to get my work done quickly. I'm happy when the work is finished but I think this probably means I do rush a bit of my work. But I do think I've above average.
-I don't like this would but I'm going to say it and be truthful. It's jealously. I think sometimes people are a bit jealous for what I have I have a great family, boyfriend and a upper hand lifestyle.
-I hope to think that my teachers think of me as smart :)
-Scott thinks of me as beautiful
I'll add more when I think of some.
xx
I'll give you how some people see me in points:
-Well some people see skin first I don't like that, once I went to meet one of my friends other two friends and when we meet I knew they didn't like me so I walked off. I heard them say "Wow I never knew she was black." They said it in a way that they didn't want to have anything to do with me.
-There is a girl in my class who doesn't like me at all and it's just because she said I think I can always get what I want. And she thinks at school, that whenever I want something she thinks I can't always get it but I do. I don't really get that bit but that is what she said.
-After everything that has been going on with my photography, like how well I've been going with it so quickly and all my teachers say how motivated I am. :)
-Some people would say I'm pushy because I like to get my work done quickly. I'm happy when the work is finished but I think this probably means I do rush a bit of my work. But I do think I've above average.
-I don't like this would but I'm going to say it and be truthful. It's jealously. I think sometimes people are a bit jealous for what I have I have a great family, boyfriend and a upper hand lifestyle.
-I hope to think that my teachers think of me as smart :)
-Scott thinks of me as beautiful
I'll add more when I think of some.
xx
Sunday
Sunday.
We slept in Saturday was a long day. When we finally got up we wentto the footy to watch Hamish. My family left but me and Scott stayed longer and walked home. Me and Scott had a bet on the walk home and I won. I got a massage :) when we got home, but of course it could have been longer.
We layed on my bed for ages just playing around. It was great just being alone with him. Today went so quick. It was t before we knew it, we were too tired so dad ended up cooking t.
We watched the Logies on TV then went to bed.
xx I had a great weekend with Scott
We slept in Saturday was a long day. When we finally got up we wentto the footy to watch Hamish. My family left but me and Scott stayed longer and walked home. Me and Scott had a bet on the walk home and I won. I got a massage :) when we got home, but of course it could have been longer.
We layed on my bed for ages just playing around. It was great just being alone with him. Today went so quick. It was t before we knew it, we were too tired so dad ended up cooking t.
We watched the Logies on TV then went to bed.
xx I had a great weekend with Scott
Saturday
Saturday.
I woke up and went in to give Scott a cuddle. Scott made the Milo's and I made honey on toast. It was good. After laying on the couch we played table tennis I think I'm getting better.
I got dressed for the Wedding wearing a black dress hoping the bride wouldn't mind, luckly she didn't. I loved what I wore, and I think Scott did too. He said I looked pretty. :) My hair was curled then pinned back, so lovely.
The men were coming to the wedding on a fire truck so first stop was the fire station, I got a few shots but the men weren't very fun to shot. The groom was pretty nervous from what I saw.
Then off to where the bride was getting ready. I got some great shots there. And they were all happy to get their picture taken which made my job easier. :)
I love taking pictures of a bride looking so happy and beautiful, makes me smile.
I loved taking the pictures at the actually wedding but it was quite annoying when people were taken pictures with a flash because interupted my photo taking. When I tried to tell them to stop but they just got angry.
We took the bridial party photos in the bush, a 20 minute drive.
All the men said the would be leeches so I was scared. But I didn't get any on me.
I loved being able to chose the shots and say what to do. It was so much fun. But I have to say some of the jokes the men were saying I didn't really like. But at the reception they all said they were sorry for what they said so I was happy about that.
At the recpetion I took the fake cutting of the cake and went home they said they didn't need me anymore. Which I was happy with I just wanted to get home to my Scott.
At home Scott had pizza waiting for me. He cuddled me on the couch while I ate. Then while I tried to have a little sleep, Scott put new plastics and grapics kit on my motorbike. :) He's so sweet. Now we both have black bikes.
I couldn't sleep so I got up to work on the photos I knew it would take me a while to edit. But then I got a call then said they wanted me back. I didn't want to say no, it is their special day after all so I went back. Mum and Dad were at the wedding so came home and picked me up to take me back.
I was so angry because all they wanted me for one shot. And I went back home not so happy.
After another 15minutes of waiting he had finished playing with my bike. So we watched Twilight, I felt really bad for him because I'd giggle when ever Edward talked I felt so bad. But Scott knew my addiction to Twilight so he let it go.
We fell asleep on the couch together so good. When we woke up we went to Scott's bed. It warm so warm. We cuddled and kissed for a while but then we heard the door open so I rushed to my room. Mum and Dad were home.
I had a very long sleep.
xx
I woke up and went in to give Scott a cuddle. Scott made the Milo's and I made honey on toast. It was good. After laying on the couch we played table tennis I think I'm getting better.
I got dressed for the Wedding wearing a black dress hoping the bride wouldn't mind, luckly she didn't. I loved what I wore, and I think Scott did too. He said I looked pretty. :) My hair was curled then pinned back, so lovely.
The men were coming to the wedding on a fire truck so first stop was the fire station, I got a few shots but the men weren't very fun to shot. The groom was pretty nervous from what I saw.
Then off to where the bride was getting ready. I got some great shots there. And they were all happy to get their picture taken which made my job easier. :)
I love taking pictures of a bride looking so happy and beautiful, makes me smile.
I loved taking the pictures at the actually wedding but it was quite annoying when people were taken pictures with a flash because interupted my photo taking. When I tried to tell them to stop but they just got angry.
We took the bridial party photos in the bush, a 20 minute drive.
All the men said the would be leeches so I was scared. But I didn't get any on me.
I loved being able to chose the shots and say what to do. It was so much fun. But I have to say some of the jokes the men were saying I didn't really like. But at the reception they all said they were sorry for what they said so I was happy about that.
At the recpetion I took the fake cutting of the cake and went home they said they didn't need me anymore. Which I was happy with I just wanted to get home to my Scott.
At home Scott had pizza waiting for me. He cuddled me on the couch while I ate. Then while I tried to have a little sleep, Scott put new plastics and grapics kit on my motorbike. :) He's so sweet. Now we both have black bikes.
I couldn't sleep so I got up to work on the photos I knew it would take me a while to edit. But then I got a call then said they wanted me back. I didn't want to say no, it is their special day after all so I went back. Mum and Dad were at the wedding so came home and picked me up to take me back.
I was so angry because all they wanted me for one shot. And I went back home not so happy.
After another 15minutes of waiting he had finished playing with my bike. So we watched Twilight, I felt really bad for him because I'd giggle when ever Edward talked I felt so bad. But Scott knew my addiction to Twilight so he let it go.
We fell asleep on the couch together so good. When we woke up we went to Scott's bed. It warm so warm. We cuddled and kissed for a while but then we heard the door open so I rushed to my room. Mum and Dad were home.
I had a very long sleep.
xx
Friday
I'm sorry I didn't write all weekend, I know you're probably thinking I just with Scott all weekend which is probably true but when I went to go on my blog the internet wasn't working I was so angry because it was working Friday.
But luckly dad fixed it last night.
Friday.
Well Scott came over he packed his clothes and things in two bags. I had to go to the funeral of Billy's brother while Scott was at school but I got back in time to go home with him. I had finally stopped crying but when I saw Scott walking up the hallway way to meet me I burst into tears. Everyone around me stared but I didn't care, I just felt so lucky to have to person I love, with me. He saw I was crying and ran up to hold me, I was saying "it was so sad" over and over again, he held me tight, could have stayed there forever in his arms but I wanted to get home and hold him. I was quite fragile so my friend gave us a lift home.
We were on the couch and he just cuddled me while I cried. I stopped finally and we just stayed there. He watched the TV and I stayed still.
Later we went out of town to print some pictures off and got Macca's for t.
I found out have had to work Saturday my second wedding, which I was very happy to do :) But I was upset that I would have to leave Scott for a few hours.
xx
But luckly dad fixed it last night.
Friday.
Well Scott came over he packed his clothes and things in two bags. I had to go to the funeral of Billy's brother while Scott was at school but I got back in time to go home with him. I had finally stopped crying but when I saw Scott walking up the hallway way to meet me I burst into tears. Everyone around me stared but I didn't care, I just felt so lucky to have to person I love, with me. He saw I was crying and ran up to hold me, I was saying "it was so sad" over and over again, he held me tight, could have stayed there forever in his arms but I wanted to get home and hold him. I was quite fragile so my friend gave us a lift home.
We were on the couch and he just cuddled me while I cried. I stopped finally and we just stayed there. He watched the TV and I stayed still.
Later we went out of town to print some pictures off and got Macca's for t.
I found out have had to work Saturday my second wedding, which I was very happy to do :) But I was upset that I would have to leave Scott for a few hours.
xx
Telling Scott
I told Scott about my blog. I wish I hadn't waited so long. I should have known he wouldn't be upset.
I think he was happy about me having a place to fully express myself. But I also think he was worried about who was reading my blog ad if they were some crazy rapest. But I asured him if anyone started to scare me I would tell him and I would stop my blog.
I was proud of him that he understood why I done this.
I do this blog because I really do enjoy it not because I can't talk to Scott about my things and problems.
I hope one day Scott and I can write a post together so everyone can get to know us as a couple better. :)
xx
I think he was happy about me having a place to fully express myself. But I also think he was worried about who was reading my blog ad if they were some crazy rapest. But I asured him if anyone started to scare me I would tell him and I would stop my blog.
I was proud of him that he understood why I done this.
I do this blog because I really do enjoy it not because I can't talk to Scott about my things and problems.
I hope one day Scott and I can write a post together so everyone can get to know us as a couple better. :)
xx
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